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ok... i am highly thinking of changing this onto friends so I might later.
Ok I'll give you some back ground info first. Gary went into rehab after Aunt Kimmy died, I was little and knew that he was in the hospital so he could get better. I was told Aunt Kimmy had a blood clot in her heart and it burst and "uncle gary" rushed her to the hospital but it was too late. My other aunt called my dad and was like "there's something wrong with your sister you better get to the hospital quick" and when my dad got there the nun was in there reading her her last rites. I remember a little while ago, I found a copy of her death certificate and it had said the cause of death, but it was one of those doctor names for stuff so I researched it and what I remember is that it just causes your blood to clot, and the people who have this are usually tall, and lanky kind of (my aunt was 6'0" and really skinny) and Matthew thinks he has what my aunt had but his dad told him that he could only get checked out at a male clinic for that. Which was bullshit. My other aunt told us that she thought Aunt Kimmy was messing around with some coke at the time, which that also helps cause your blood to clot. This was before what we found out.
Only mandy, matthew, my aunt and uncle and my cousin and i know about this right now. nothing will probably come out until everything is together and figured out.
Ever since Gary left and went to Mexico, no body has heard from him and mandy and matthew were looking around for papers on the house and found this journal that their dad had kept while he was in rehab. So they began reading it, and it said something like, "I put the needle into her heart, and injected the________." There's a ___ because I don't remember what it was called. So mandy and matthew were like omg and called a detective, and hired him to look at this stuff. So he said that the _____ is something that would make it look like a bloodclot had burst. That stuff usually takes like a half an hour to really work. So gary waited for like 15 minutes for it to "set in". Here's another weird thing. Where they lived, they were right across the street from a hospital, but gary drove all the way to oxford to take her to the hospital there which was like an hour away. When he got her to the hospital she was already dead. The detective guy said that if he would have taken her right away, then she would be alive. He also said that, sometimes when people are in rehab, they'll write stuff like that, like what they wish they would have done. But all the other stuff kind of fits if you think about it. The guy also said that right now, they have enough information to accuse him and probably put him in jail for it, but they want to see if there's anything more, and my cousin and I were thinking that there has to be more than what she was told, her mom at first said it was none of her business, but mandy had told her kind of so then my aunt just did but it was like she really didn't want to so she probably didn't tell her all that she knew. but we figure that if she asked mandy, we know mandy would tell her everything. Apparently, they found gary and he's in jail right now, but mandy and matthew didn't want anyone to know about that or the murder theory. If this is true, I want gary to get the death penalty. He knows what their life could have been like if she was still alive. Hopefully she would have divorced gary, and the kids would not have had the life that they did and do have. Mandy and Matthew said that once this is all over, and they get more together, they're going to move back here. I can't wait until they do. Gary is such an asshole. My dad said the other night "what an asshole. I knew that guy was no good the day I met him" me: "why did aunt kimmy marry him?" dad:"I dont know..." Screw him even if he didn't kill my aunt it still bothers me. Every day it bothers me. I don't fucking remember her. I know she was a good person, I've heard some stuff about her. My cousin remembers her, but I dont. All we have of hers is a photo album that looks like it was attacked. Some wedding pictures that she was in. Her death certificate. I dont remember gary either but i dont care about that. I dont remember aunt kimmy and it kills me all the time.
I got to see the baby (breanna) yesterday night. She is so cute and tiny (she's 3 months old just about) she is really really cute. Once again, it made me think about my sister and Natalie. We were going to have 2 babies at christmas. Now only one. I went to the bathroom, and my grandma had my grandpas sweater on the washing machine. I couldn't help but to touch it. It smelled just like him. I had to get out of that bathroom, other wise I would have walked out in tears. We were playing cards, and when I joined in, my uncle brought out the rollie chair from grandpa's office where if you lean back in it, you'll fall over it goes so far back. they were like "yeah now remember, grandpas watching over you so you better not cheat!" and I was like oh grandpa wont mind. I'll have to show you all the card trick he taught me. Two of them. He taught me how to hit a card through the table but I don't remember all of it, but I can try sometime. God I miss him. My friend asked me if I wanted to stay the night last night and go to church this morning with her. Had to pass that one up. I was starting to believe in it, I got a silver cross for christmas, and I wore it. I knew nothing was going to make my grandpa better, but that wasn't the thing. It was something else. Then all this other stuff started to happen and it's like whatever now theres nothing. That cross hasn't left the same spot on my dresser in 2 months atleast. My grandma said "the way I look at it, I have a great-granddaughter with me here, and he has one up with him too." Thats a cute thing to say but it sucks ass. I better stop, I could be here all day.
Ok I'll give you some back ground info first. Gary went into rehab after Aunt Kimmy died, I was little and knew that he was in the hospital so he could get better. I was told Aunt Kimmy had a blood clot in her heart and it burst and "uncle gary" rushed her to the hospital but it was too late. My other aunt called my dad and was like "there's something wrong with your sister you better get to the hospital quick" and when my dad got there the nun was in there reading her her last rites. I remember a little while ago, I found a copy of her death certificate and it had said the cause of death, but it was one of those doctor names for stuff so I researched it and what I remember is that it just causes your blood to clot, and the people who have this are usually tall, and lanky kind of (my aunt was 6'0" and really skinny) and Matthew thinks he has what my aunt had but his dad told him that he could only get checked out at a male clinic for that. Which was bullshit. My other aunt told us that she thought Aunt Kimmy was messing around with some coke at the time, which that also helps cause your blood to clot. This was before what we found out.
Only mandy, matthew, my aunt and uncle and my cousin and i know about this right now. nothing will probably come out until everything is together and figured out.
Ever since Gary left and went to Mexico, no body has heard from him and mandy and matthew were looking around for papers on the house and found this journal that their dad had kept while he was in rehab. So they began reading it, and it said something like, "I put the needle into her heart, and injected the________." There's a ___ because I don't remember what it was called. So mandy and matthew were like omg and called a detective, and hired him to look at this stuff. So he said that the _____ is something that would make it look like a bloodclot had burst. That stuff usually takes like a half an hour to really work. So gary waited for like 15 minutes for it to "set in". Here's another weird thing. Where they lived, they were right across the street from a hospital, but gary drove all the way to oxford to take her to the hospital there which was like an hour away. When he got her to the hospital she was already dead. The detective guy said that if he would have taken her right away, then she would be alive. He also said that, sometimes when people are in rehab, they'll write stuff like that, like what they wish they would have done. But all the other stuff kind of fits if you think about it. The guy also said that right now, they have enough information to accuse him and probably put him in jail for it, but they want to see if there's anything more, and my cousin and I were thinking that there has to be more than what she was told, her mom at first said it was none of her business, but mandy had told her kind of so then my aunt just did but it was like she really didn't want to so she probably didn't tell her all that she knew. but we figure that if she asked mandy, we know mandy would tell her everything. Apparently, they found gary and he's in jail right now, but mandy and matthew didn't want anyone to know about that or the murder theory. If this is true, I want gary to get the death penalty. He knows what their life could have been like if she was still alive. Hopefully she would have divorced gary, and the kids would not have had the life that they did and do have. Mandy and Matthew said that once this is all over, and they get more together, they're going to move back here. I can't wait until they do. Gary is such an asshole. My dad said the other night "what an asshole. I knew that guy was no good the day I met him" me: "why did aunt kimmy marry him?" dad:"I dont know..." Screw him even if he didn't kill my aunt it still bothers me. Every day it bothers me. I don't fucking remember her. I know she was a good person, I've heard some stuff about her. My cousin remembers her, but I dont. All we have of hers is a photo album that looks like it was attacked. Some wedding pictures that she was in. Her death certificate. I dont remember gary either but i dont care about that. I dont remember aunt kimmy and it kills me all the time.
I got to see the baby (breanna) yesterday night. She is so cute and tiny (she's 3 months old just about) she is really really cute. Once again, it made me think about my sister and Natalie. We were going to have 2 babies at christmas. Now only one. I went to the bathroom, and my grandma had my grandpas sweater on the washing machine. I couldn't help but to touch it. It smelled just like him. I had to get out of that bathroom, other wise I would have walked out in tears. We were playing cards, and when I joined in, my uncle brought out the rollie chair from grandpa's office where if you lean back in it, you'll fall over it goes so far back. they were like "yeah now remember, grandpas watching over you so you better not cheat!" and I was like oh grandpa wont mind. I'll have to show you all the card trick he taught me. Two of them. He taught me how to hit a card through the table but I don't remember all of it, but I can try sometime. God I miss him. My friend asked me if I wanted to stay the night last night and go to church this morning with her. Had to pass that one up. I was starting to believe in it, I got a silver cross for christmas, and I wore it. I knew nothing was going to make my grandpa better, but that wasn't the thing. It was something else. Then all this other stuff started to happen and it's like whatever now theres nothing. That cross hasn't left the same spot on my dresser in 2 months atleast. My grandma said "the way I look at it, I have a great-granddaughter with me here, and he has one up with him too." Thats a cute thing to say but it sucks ass. I better stop, I could be here all day.