Jul 30, 2005 16:21
i feel like shit!!! all i want is to figure out shit...look at my live journal the only thing under memories...and when sean told me what he said he was lying to me. he lied from the start and is begging me to stay with him
i've found that nobody can be trusted
i can't trust one single thing anymore ... i feel tired depressed and fucked up ...almost two years thrown away by one stuid thing
i 'm trying to makes ends meet but fuck that ends don't meet
my job is shutting down and i need a new job it sux..my boyfriend and me are on thin ice and i feel like a fuckin idiot b/c i have no courage to make any changes...
its a hard knock life