fold me up and put me back in the place you used to keep your heart
OKAY?? whats going on..?
The next time someone wants my heart they better know what comes with it...
my perfect guy
- i can trust him for anything
- he doesn't lie
- doesn't smoke
- honest
the only things i ever lacked in my life is what i want and Sean is having a hard time doing any of those moslty when he agreed to them before i said "YES" to him
I love Sean so much that if he didn't smoke id marry him today... i want to know he'd do anything for me im sick of crying im sick of fighting all i want is to not have a smoking druggy boyfriend->pple think im crazy i already had my share of smoking earlier-does anyone get that- i spent years trying to stop what i did and fix my futer and i really don't want anything to do with anyone i love doin what i did and having to go through the same process of living and if sean goes the way hes going hes gunna be like the rest of the ass holes and ill realize even the people you think you love ...you can't even trust
i can't even trust my family-the only people who i really trust is-SEAN and STEPH...and if they let me down then i guess theres no use in trying to ever change i went through corses to learn to make good choices in stressful conditions... but you never know who knows what you think you know..
you tell me its the easy way out babe- im taking the hard way out- im living... you know results and not what your doing now...
Sean-ALL YOUR PLASTIC PEOPLE WITH PLASTIC HEARTS AND SMILES THEY HAD THE WORST INTENTIONS ALL ALONG AFTER ALL- you have what i have and are losing nothing
you have it made compared to the other people in the world -tell me how you feel instead of holding it in so you can smoke...I LOVE YOU with all my heart and i hope you don't throw away what we have on something stupid
this is where sad songs get you-cynthia winter