I really miss what really did exist.
I got wasted last night, could barely stand trashed, and the one who always takes care of me during my far between moments of drunken foolishness was not there. But "the family" took care of me, i will miss them when i move out but i won't be far from them. and hopefully they'll still want me around as much as i want to be around.
To D(who might read this and might finally understand):
"So why do you fill my sorrow
With the words you've borrowed
From the only place you've known
And why do you sinf Hallelujah
If it means nothing to you
Why do you sing with me at all?"
To R(who will never read this and know how i really feel):
"I'm no longer moved to drink strong whiskey
cause I shook the hand of time and I knew
that if I lived till I could no longer climb my stairs
I just don't think I'll ever get over you"
To D(who might read this and might finally understand):
"So why do you fill my sorrow
With the words you've borrowed
From the only place you've known
And why do you sinf Hallelujah
If it means nothing to you
Why do you sing with me at all?"
To R(who will never read this and know how i really feel):
"I'm no longer moved to drink strong whiskey
cause I shook the hand of time and I knew
that if I lived till I could no longer climb my stairs
I just don't think I'll ever get over you"