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So... there has been a lot going on. I don't feel like getting into everything right now, but basically shaun almost left me again. almost every day for the past couple weeks. But as he still cannot promise he wont leave, things have been okay the past couple days. I just hope that everything turns out okay. I really dont see a future for me without him, I love him more than I thought it was possible to love anyone. And for reasons I cannot still understand completely, I love him more every day, even though we have not been getting along very well. But that is the gist of it right now. Work has sucked badly and I can barely get there on time anymore. But, I am really trying to get back into my art and with re-writing my book again, this time adding sketches and musings and such. And I have a few prospects of bands I may end up singing for. So hopefully on the creative front, things will be back up and running again soon. I am going to formulate an art show for us "girls" (me and my friends Leah, Valeana, and Elise) who all do art. I just need to figure out the perfect day, and place (possibly the back yard of my building) and do the flyer thing and get things rolling. Selling some art right now would be the perfect thing considering I am STILL in the hole with everything as far as money goes, and it would boost my spirit enough to do more art. Anyways, I am perpetually deppressed, but I am going to try to take off a few days later this month and possibly go to the beach, or maybe get outta town with shaun. (If he is still with me) oh, and I finally got my hair dyed dark brown. It looks really good and I am going to leave it like this since I am growing it to my elbows and the longer the hair, the harder to dye it.
anyways, thats it for now.
anyways, thats it for now.