fat and flashbacks
I'm trying to cut back food intake, trying to get my eating down to a healthy level and trying to up the exercise - thus my weight should be coming down to a more tolerable number - do we think it is? of course not. Periactin is making it go up higher and I'm going to regain the 12 pounds I just lost. Shit. Evil medication. I'm on it to help me sleep, all it does is make me fat and non-functional.
My flashbacks are hell. It's like reliving all that shit after you think it's over with. and they always happen to me at night and in the evening. And I just wish I could could curl up in someone's arms right now and hold on for the longest time and just know I'm safe, because for every second I'm not the arms of someone I trust, I'll never feel safe...
My flashbacks are hell. It's like reliving all that shit after you think it's over with. and they always happen to me at night and in the evening. And I just wish I could could curl up in someone's arms right now and hold on for the longest time and just know I'm safe, because for every second I'm not the arms of someone I trust, I'll never feel safe...