i wish
that i knew how to anazlize dreams....
Because i really want to figure out why i have the weirdest ones.
i awoke tonight in a cold sweat, scared and crying.
i drempt that my family moved me into the smallest room imagenable, and all of the wall paper in the room was falling off the walls. And behind the paper was this terrible deep purple paint. It was so dark. Then every time i left the room and came back they would take something from the room, and even more wallpaper would fall. Then, in my dream, i awoke to find a stuffed lepord type thing randomly in my room. I naturally kicked it down to reinsure myself that it was dead and it fell to the ground. but then i started to actually wake up for a moment, and it's that half sleep moment that always gets me....
i was half awake, looking accross my room and this cold rush went through me, i thought i saw a real lepord thing, only it wasn't on its side anymore it was getting up towords me.
finally i came to my senses, but i was still scared. i had no one to grab onto, no one to hold me and tell me everything was allright.
i spent three nights in pittsburgh and became spoiled.
all i had was my phone to call taylor and simply hear his voice.
someone analize that dream.
because i dont get it.
Because i really want to figure out why i have the weirdest ones.
i awoke tonight in a cold sweat, scared and crying.
i drempt that my family moved me into the smallest room imagenable, and all of the wall paper in the room was falling off the walls. And behind the paper was this terrible deep purple paint. It was so dark. Then every time i left the room and came back they would take something from the room, and even more wallpaper would fall. Then, in my dream, i awoke to find a stuffed lepord type thing randomly in my room. I naturally kicked it down to reinsure myself that it was dead and it fell to the ground. but then i started to actually wake up for a moment, and it's that half sleep moment that always gets me....
i was half awake, looking accross my room and this cold rush went through me, i thought i saw a real lepord thing, only it wasn't on its side anymore it was getting up towords me.
finally i came to my senses, but i was still scared. i had no one to grab onto, no one to hold me and tell me everything was allright.
i spent three nights in pittsburgh and became spoiled.
all i had was my phone to call taylor and simply hear his voice.
someone analize that dream.
because i dont get it.