I've nothing better to do right now

[forgetmysmilex]

-i hate not having privacy
-i hate being given "the eyes"
-i hate crying all the time
-i hate having to think my life is sad at the moment
-i hate having to ask myself if i am really happy, when i know i really am
-i hate not knowing if we're friends anymore
-i hate having to eat supper the same time as everyone else
-i hate having to follow every fucking dumb rule
-i hate not being able to use the phone because SOMEONE is always on it
-i hate not being trusted as much
-i hate when my family tries to be sneaky
-i hate not really liking christmas this year
-i hate not having money to buy my friends presents
-i hate not seeing my mom as much
-i hate putting on a fake smile for them
-i hate being questioned
-i hate them for not understanding that i am just happiest when i am away
-i hate living here

the positives?
+i got a new straightener yesterday

Isn't life swell?