"I'm just scared of losing control. I'm terrified of who I'll become with you"
During my break yesterday I got steph and took her to my work so she could take a test or whatever for working there. School is starting up soon so I'll only have to work with her for a little bit.
I didn't think I was doing anything for new years cause no one talked to me about anything. So I started watching Season 1 of Six Feet Under *woot* That show is my life. Then Rolando called asking if I was doing anything and I was like no so he went to hang out with Brandon and them. Kel called suggesting we could either hang out with Kristine/Amanda or got to a hipster party where Mallory is at. He called again but this time he was over at Shannon's house and he said he was going to give me a call after the countdown.
During that point in time mom wanted to watch Stepford Wives so I watched that with her. Me and mom thought it was a good movie up until the ending. It just got kind of corny.
Kel never called back so I watched my recently purchased Secret of Nymph. Man I love reliving my childhood. Today I work 1pm to 8 so it's enough hours to get by and I get out early.
"A spoonful of your sarcasm helps the pain go down
But if you wanna mend my heart for a while
It'll take a phone call from your side of town
Now we're left with broken hearts and a handful of memories
And who am I now reflects you some how
'Cause you're so apart of me
It's not like we're over is it?
It's not like we'll never be together
I hate it
The way that you say 'never'"
I didn't think I was doing anything for new years cause no one talked to me about anything. So I started watching Season 1 of Six Feet Under *woot* That show is my life. Then Rolando called asking if I was doing anything and I was like no so he went to hang out with Brandon and them. Kel called suggesting we could either hang out with Kristine/Amanda or got to a hipster party where Mallory is at. He called again but this time he was over at Shannon's house and he said he was going to give me a call after the countdown.
During that point in time mom wanted to watch Stepford Wives so I watched that with her. Me and mom thought it was a good movie up until the ending. It just got kind of corny.
Kel never called back so I watched my recently purchased Secret of Nymph. Man I love reliving my childhood. Today I work 1pm to 8 so it's enough hours to get by and I get out early.
"A spoonful of your sarcasm helps the pain go down
But if you wanna mend my heart for a while
It'll take a phone call from your side of town
Now we're left with broken hearts and a handful of memories
And who am I now reflects you some how
'Cause you're so apart of me
It's not like we're over is it?
It's not like we'll never be together
I hate it
The way that you say 'never'"