well....
well i dont really update my journal anymore.... but heres what has been up.... well liek 2 weeks ago i went on vacation to upstate NY and then to canada with marinna and my parents... it was fun, very relaxing... so anyways when we got back we went to warped tour down in NJ, we got our ass beat, but it was the best day of my life, and i would so do it again... so anyways this past week i was hanging out w/ marinna, meg, and gabby, and ron, and austin, and chris. it was fun, and we had out little trip to walmart and the mall, and stuff. And today is my first day home in like a week, but everyone else is out having fun right now, and im really sad. did i mention im poor. yeah. i have no money, i took $110 out of the bank and i have no clue where it went. so now im have to put more money in the bank bc soon i have to pay to get the seals on my car fixed, oh god the car is a whole other story, apparently it really needs oil, and i have to keep putting gas money in the car bc ive been driving it around... and i have no job, i have applied to like 6 places and they tell me to come back and then there not there and they dont call and when i go in... they've lost my application or something stupid like that... so now i have no job, no money, no gas, and im in trouble from my parents bc i keep driving around. and school i cant forget school, i havent like even got half way thro my book, and i keep getting yelled at for that... and then of course i have my problems with guys. the problem is there is non.-decent enough and interested in me. i dont know what is wrong with me. someone please help me out here... the only upside of my life right now. is that oct. 25th i get to go see senses fail. it is the only thing i have to live for. and summer is almost over so soon im going to have to deal with the pressure of school. why cant life just stop... just for a lil bit. so i can get everything in order. well anyways im done ranting. anyone who cared to read, ty for listening.... Rock on!