drama
ok flat out.
this is disgusting.
dont read this if your just going to post that im an over exadurator or that "not the whole world is out to get me" or that "i bring it all upon myself" or whatever the fuck
I am starting at my third highschool in three years in a few days and there is a few things i need to clarify and clean up and put some closure to.
I havent switched schools becuase of drama, or because people didnt like me or because i didnt fit in. Ive chosen these schools for a change of scenery and to be closer to those who are most important to me.
to all of my e-drama, this is gross. i have more of a life then this. if you have something so against me that it should even be talked about please dont do it over the internet. nobody is going to take your myspace messages or stupid livejournal comments seriously. and if your doing it just because your bored. get a new hobby or dont bring out your not having a life on me. im just going to start deleating them. not becuase im scared or running away but because i have bigger things to worry about and deal with.
my mom is dying of cancer and has moved so much i barely have any contact with her, i suffer from depression and crazy insecurity problems that i have to live with everyday, my sister is overcomming a 3 year abusive relationship moved back home yesterday and is starting college on the 15th, i have no time to waste considering i have past credits to catch up on and i cant screw anything over with school because no schools will accept me after this one.
i plan on doing something with myself and comming up with comebacks and threats to anonymous posts on my computer is not one of them.
the people i hold closest to me are amazing. my freinds and family are the reason im here today. your not getting to me your anoying me.
other drama: dont get your freinds to come up to me at partys saying to watch my back because i will push them down the stairs like i said the next time. dont yell things from down the street then jet it into a store so i dont see you. if all of you think so lowly of me and so highly of yourself than whats so hard about comming to me personally. doing what your doing is just making yourself invisable and in considered.
im going to try my hardest from here on in to put all drama aside. its so unnessecary so if you think that theres really something inportant you need to confront me about or if you hold such strong feelings towards me you feel the need to fight come to me privatly and then ill take it seriously.
jen14
ps sorry about the spelling mistakes i have better things to do with my time then sit around and spell check. i dont want any comments correcting me. thanks.