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Jun 05, 2005 16:44


I did not have sex with a twenty-year-old.

I have never had sex with anyone I’m sixteen years old and I’m straight edge so you all need to think about things before you actually believe them.

Don’t listen to what people say when they don’t personally know me because that’s exactly it. They don’t know me. They hear shit.

They say shit

Because they are stupid.

You are just as stupid for believing it.

Yes I talk shit

Yes I have talked shit

Probably about the majority of people reading this right now.

Yes I am insecure

Clearly you all are too for saying shit about me to other people when you don’t even know me. Or believing shit that people say because it might make you feel a little bit better about yourself,.

Chances are that if someone tells you something about me and they go to my school its not true, I personally know a handful of people at pius that I actually tell anything remotely personal to.

I am done with all of your shit. All of you

The reason I terminated a fucking situation I was in was because I didn’t like it

Mainly it was rolling in all the drama in the world.

Hence why its over

And its exactly that

Over.

I’ve lost a lot of faith in people and if weather what they say is true.

So if you decide to talk shit about me even thought were close or if were not chances are that if I hear about it. I will believe it because I wouldn’t doubt anything anymore.

That got me nowhere.

If anything it got me into the fucked situation I’m in now.

No I do not have faith in any of your for keeping your mouth shut because you’ve proven to me that you cant

But Jillian, I’ve told you to shut your mouth about me

Pretty sure my exact words were to shut your fucking face or else I would break it.

I guess you don’t take me very seriously to turn around at Saturday school and talk shit t minus 3 days later. So now im going to actually break your face if I ever see you. So hope that you don’t because I’m promising you right now.

Im not going to go looking for you unless I hear anymore bullshit coming from your direction because I have a life. But pray to god that you don’t run into me ever.

Ive warned you enough now and im sick of hearing about you and what you have to say about me.

Dave, you lie. End of story. Its hard for me to believe anything that you say so when I hear that people are getting shit from you to say about me or hearing from friends what you’ve said and you tell me that you didn’t that’s the thing. I DON’T BELEAVE YOU so to discontinue me confronting you about shit that ive heard and you not being able to lie about it anymore then just stop. All together. Stop talking about me. I don’t care what it is maybe you think that it isnt talking about me when you say that your just going to guilt me and then take me back or that im a huge slut or that if I get with anyone else youll kill yourself or that its fuckied up how different my life is now I don’t care. Stop talking about me. Or else I wll stop talking to you all together, more then I already have. Obviously I needed space because we BROKE UP and I clearly still care about the person that you are. Im not heartless but I don’t have to put myself through the drama that comes along with you and if that means not talking to you then so be it.

Dear everyone.

What you say gets back to me. I wish I didn’t most of the time but it does. HERES A SUGGESTION. ……..STOP.! If you don’t like me then don’t think about me. Its that easy. K thnx.

And another thing. Dear everyone that truly believes what they hear. Your are fucking idiots. Like who the fuck are any of these people to actually know what the fuck there talking about. Their either random and don’t even know me or aren’t on great terms with me and obviously have anything about everything to say about me because there mad or something. Your all fucking stupid and shut your fucking mouths.

i wrote this a few days ago out of anger. although i am in a much better and over everything i still felt it would be unfair to myself to not post it just becuase i never got around to it and im better now.

muchlovealways

jen14
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