No bravery!
I'v relized I have been starting all these posts with 'I havn't been updating..' and now that am thinking, why the fuck do you care? haha. Alright so it's deathly warm. I'm sitting in shorts and a tee in the pitch black and it's boiling hot. I'm not going to be able to handle this, this summer is going to be hell. BUT I GOT GOOD NEWS, I'M GOING TO L.A! and disney land, and hollywood, what the hell eh? isn't that amazing, My parents just told me were going to plan it, were driving though. I don't mind, because am a little scared to fly.
So today at about noon, I relized, I hadn't thought about him all that day untill that moment, whice is rare, because i'v since i'v meet him, I can't remember one day i'v gone without him on my mind, so I'm quite proud. Now if only Aly would get her ass online so I could complain to her about how much I miss him. poopie. It kills me sometimes, because all I wanna do it talk to him, about everything, but I know it bothers him..and I know I should give up because It won't ever happen, ever! But I can't do that, because he won't tell me whats on his mind, therefore, maybe just maybe, theres a tiny string of hope? all I want is him to be happy and for me to be happy, maybe.
So today at about noon, I relized, I hadn't thought about him all that day untill that moment, whice is rare, because i'v since i'v meet him, I can't remember one day i'v gone without him on my mind, so I'm quite proud. Now if only Aly would get her ass online so I could complain to her about how much I miss him. poopie. It kills me sometimes, because all I wanna do it talk to him, about everything, but I know it bothers him..and I know I should give up because It won't ever happen, ever! But I can't do that, because he won't tell me whats on his mind, therefore, maybe just maybe, theres a tiny string of hope? all I want is him to be happy and for me to be happy, maybe.