It's too late to save...
I start to use that journal like... a journal :) Yeah I don't know why but sometimes I need to put things I can't talk with people.
So as my computer is slowly dying(It decides to be completely insane and the screen just shut up but the computer doesn't.), my headphones's crashing, my car is making weird noise, the price of gazoil rises up, I just... keep thinking.
Can anybody hear me?
It guess I keep talkin to myself
It feels like I’m going insane
Am I the one whose crazy?
In my darkness time where I'm stuck in the calm center of the storm, I observe people behaviour which can be interesting and impressive sometimes...
You’re lying to yourself, you’re slowly dying, you’re denying
Your health is declinging with your self esteem, you’re crying out for help
See people runing away when they realized you're in a bad period, see people liying all the time over and over again. It's the most wonderful thing ever. Lies. I mean once upon a time we were looking for the lie in the truth and now we're most of time looking for the real in the whole lie. I don't know sometimes it's funny.... facing the person who is lying, knowing that this person is lying and pretend that we trust. Then, hear people says "I hate lies". Seriously it's fun...
But I must be talkin to the wall though
I don’t see nobody else ( I guess I keep talkin to myself)
Today one of my friends sent me a desesperate text because the other friend of mine with who she's living till she leaves is in really bad mood recently. Today I didn't answer. I'm a lier too after all.
So why in the world do I feel so alone
Nobody but me, I’m on my own
Is there anyone out there
Who feels the way I feel
That there is then let me in and let me know I’m not the only one
As my computer is slowly dying for the biggest pleasure of fate, I hope I'll be back soon. Till that time, i'll keep watching the world....
So as my computer is slowly dying(It decides to be completely insane and the screen just shut up but the computer doesn't.), my headphones's crashing, my car is making weird noise, the price of gazoil rises up, I just... keep thinking.
Can anybody hear me?
It guess I keep talkin to myself
It feels like I’m going insane
Am I the one whose crazy?
In my darkness time where I'm stuck in the calm center of the storm, I observe people behaviour which can be interesting and impressive sometimes...
You’re lying to yourself, you’re slowly dying, you’re denying
Your health is declinging with your self esteem, you’re crying out for help
See people runing away when they realized you're in a bad period, see people liying all the time over and over again. It's the most wonderful thing ever. Lies. I mean once upon a time we were looking for the lie in the truth and now we're most of time looking for the real in the whole lie. I don't know sometimes it's funny.... facing the person who is lying, knowing that this person is lying and pretend that we trust. Then, hear people says "I hate lies". Seriously it's fun...
But I must be talkin to the wall though
I don’t see nobody else ( I guess I keep talkin to myself)
Today one of my friends sent me a desesperate text because the other friend of mine with who she's living till she leaves is in really bad mood recently. Today I didn't answer. I'm a lier too after all.
So why in the world do I feel so alone
Nobody but me, I’m on my own
Is there anyone out there
Who feels the way I feel
That there is then let me in and let me know I’m not the only one
As my computer is slowly dying for the biggest pleasure of fate, I hope I'll be back soon. Till that time, i'll keep watching the world....