ANIMATIONS SET FIGHT THE FUTURE PART 1

[forgethetime]

Hi everyone =)

Still haven't finish the animated icons for Arcadia, I didn't even start and to be honnest I have no motivation lol
It's also the "Saint David" in france today so happy "I don't know how to say" to ... we all know who =)

It's the first time that the end of that year is so hard... I don't want to do anything, I was supposed to be with

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[doditu]

first of all welcome to the club bb *hugs*
I've had this flashes for few days and I'm thinking what I missed and all of a sudden I decided I've done nothing with my life so far..that doesn't mean that there isn't time to make something worthy however think positive the next year is coming and the new opportunities are coming with her.
Anyway I'm rambling as always and I can't give you anything else than words and I know this is not enough, that's what sucks with online life..
so with all these I want to say, I see you (and even I) are in this big hole, this messed thunder of emotions, but you are not alone in this and have to remember that. ♥

[forgethetime]

It's what I try to tell myself but it doesn't seem work lol Anyway Let's be positive...
Your words are already the best thing I had, you can be sure about that ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
and you know sometimes, online people are more helpful than real people. =)

[doditu]

keep on trying to be positive, there isn't any better way out.. I feel like I'm not grateful for what I have and today while I was traveling with the tram (yeah I get my ideas in there lol) and I was thinking how I have so many ideas and want to write so much but I never make anything.

well yeah online people are just, well lets say important part of my life, I met Moni online 3 years ago and now I think her as my soul mate.. anyway but it's different, I mean the feeling is different when you look the person in the eyes while talking.

[forgethetime]

Make ma think about when Eminem wrote his song in the bus... lol I know what you mean =)

Yep it was mine too lol Well my computer & photoshop is a huge part of my life. For the people I met online... I had a best friend online, I had people to who I was really attached, more important than my realy friend... and they're all gone. For some I was the on who's gone and after it was their turn to go away. I have to recognize that I'm also guilty but it's freaking complicated lol

Anyway online people can aslo hurt you more than real peole it's what I learned, it's why I try to not beeing close...

But sure it's different =)

[doditu]

yeah it's funny what words can do and the imagination too.. when my sis was gone (and I'm talking about that again duh) my secret "make all your friends go away from you so you will be able to suffer alone, without hurting the others" plan made me fight with Poppy so much and we weren't talking while we were in school just in Skype, chatting, I remember saying awful stuff, I wasn't bulling her just saying things to make her hurt and in the same time I was crying like idk..
and just the idea that even we are miles away, talking different languages and living totally different life but still we find for what to talk about gives me hope that people aren't lost cause after all

[forgethetime]

Oh yeah nice secret :p If she stayed with you during that moment and didn't give up, she's a real friend =)

My stories are a little bit (very) different xD
I had my time and still have (because I don't know why... well I know but I don't want to facing it xD) "Upset people and make them go away" lol So if this happen and I think it will because it happen at least once it's not against you xD

Well sure there is something really mysterious and magic about that long distance friendship. Some think it's nothing, some think it's almost better.

[doditu]

well she didn't give up even I made her life miserable and the thing with us two is that she learns from me in some way and she is free, the thing is here is this "fashion"- girls like to look like whores with lots of make up and stuff and the most important thing that makes you a person is to have money and to be stupid.. and this is just disgusting, so when people meet Poppy, talk with her and stuff she makes impression she is from this dump group of people and sometimes she tells me I'm the only one person with whom she is the real she and isn't afraid to show she is smart and deep person, but no one wants to understand that.. anyway see how I go off-topic again? lol

and I'm dumb and stubborn so don't think you'll get away from me easy :D

[forgethetime]

Well it's exactly the same thing here too xD Whoever how she looks like, hom many money she had, as long as she doesn't hurt people which haven't the same situation.

I don't know her but there is something if people judge her like that :s She have to find why and make that clear...

Oh you know they were a lot to say that... btw I was wondering: When did we talk for the first time? 0_-

[doditu]

well she has this friend who she knows since kinder garden and every time she is with her she turns to be carrying only about her appearance, and even when this awful girl made bad things to her she just forgave her and idk why she loves her so much. Now the girl made something worst to Poppy and they haven't been talking for few weeks but I know she will forgive her again, trusting people sucks.

I'm not from this lots of people ya know ^^ I'm different (or at least I try to be) and I still keep this link http://forgethetime.livejournal.com/37274.html
look at my comment lol

[forgethetime]

Oh yeah that sucks... anyway you've got your answer lol Buy her a t shirt where it is writing "trutno1" xD
Well guess she just love her a lot.

LMAOOOOO okay now I understand everything xD (when I think I sent you a "srsly" gift on face book XD)
Now I remember your first comment because I never had a first comment like that before xD I was like "Oh... okay, nice girl..." don't get me wrong ^^

Now I have to find my first comment on your lj xD

[doditu]

but why love someone who gives you only pain and makes you act like a different person ?

honestly I thought you're gonna kill me after this comment but you know back then I just made my journal, trying to find someone to talk with and I was squealing about xf like a mad girl and look at me now 3 months old on lj :D I'm so proud of myself

[forgethetime]

well you can't control love you know... She probably have wonderful moment with her that she doesn't want to leave behind. And you said that they knew each other since the kindergarden so since the beginning. It counts a lot...

LMAO kill you for telling me that? Come on who would kill someone who claims that she's in love with you because of your work ^^ You hold me a trap... lol

btw I find it :p

http://doditu.livejournal.com/1186.html

wonderful first comment xD

There is also something funny here...

http://doditu.livejournal.com/2241.html

[doditu]

'cause telling someone you don't know you love her sounds little creepy :D
and I remember this comments I was so happy you commented that I gathered strengths to write a comment to a non-graphic entry of yours

[forgethetime]

well you're not an old pervy man right? ^^ And you weren't really affraid because if you were, you wouldn't comment :p I know I'm attactive... okay I'm kidding no big head xD

lmao there is also our first "I'm going to break your comments wall..."

http://doditu.livejournal.com/5592.html#cutid1

and the first time we talk soemthing else than graphic lol

[doditu]

I'm not an old pervy man yet lol

aww my intro post :D and Radost sneaking in ^^

[forgethetime]

Yet?... should have be worry? xD