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when joseph decides to go out (independent of knowing whether or not i'm going out), i get offended because he'd rather go out and get drunk with other people than stay home with me (or hang out with me, if i'm in the bay). i don't tell him this because if i did say something about it, he would probably feel guilty and stay home. while this is ideal, i don't fucking want him to stay home with me because I fucking want him to, i want him to stay home because he'd rather spend time with me on webcam or the phone or whatever technological method available instead of someone else doing something else. this is where the problem lies. if he doesn't want to spend time with me, why should i fucking force him to?
obviously, this logic doesn't fucking work in the context of our relationship because we seem to get into some gay ass fight every time he makes plans to go out.
edit: rewrote it cause i just looked at it and it made no sense. i'm sorry, beer, but you are not good for my creative/intellectual skills.
obviously, this logic doesn't fucking work in the context of our relationship because we seem to get into some gay ass fight every time he makes plans to go out.
edit: rewrote it cause i just looked at it and it made no sense. i'm sorry, beer, but you are not good for my creative/intellectual skills.