Sick of it
Yea im sick of this who girl thing... really being a guy whos not an ass... gets u fucking no where but played with. Im sick of Kristina, im sick of being nice to some one who is so fucking messed up. Im tired of trying to reach out and be her friend when all she cares about herself. Im Just Sick of it, Im sick of being a nice guy and hurting on the inside.. Maybe this makes me sound like a pussy, but i really could give a fuck for what people think right about now. I just want to have a fun time and thats something that hasnt been that important to me lately. Too much of me caring if someone else is ok or what i can do to make theyre life better while i feel jumping off a fucking bridge. Really Sick of It Sick of being played with Sick of being a nice guy Just so god damn sick of people caring about no one but theyre fucking self. Fucking people these days are so god damn materialistic and so worried about what they can do for themselves or how they look in society. And i really am just sick of it, But from it all i feel ill grow for this hate of this materialistic society...Ill never be like them im so much a better person and living well is the best revenge. I no longer feel love in my heart... I feel love is only a weakness and Love is very seldomly accompished mutally for very long. Im sick of trying... Im just sick....OF IT ALL... So kristina if ur reading this dont call me... Dont talk to me... Dont even look at me.... Cuz i could give a fuck what u feel inside or even care what kind of person u are inside. Good luck In colarado i hope u have fun... Cuz i just a bout sick of being a friend to u... If thats even what u can call it. Trying to impress u, Trying to care about u, Im done i dont know why i cared so much i just thought u were different from all the others... I dont feel i deserved to be thrown to the side.. ignored... And we used to talk but i dont even get so much as a wave, so take care and good luck with james... O sorry i guess that didnt work out... Well I dont care have fun..