sigh...
thats all really just *sigh*...things looked like they were getting better..but reality just once agian lied to me...geez reality...why ya gotta do this to me...lettin me believe things are good...then sayin "oh wait...it time for me to step in" i know i probably sound stupid right now..but i really don't care...life never seems to go up and stay there for longer than a week....