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[forgetfulfairy2]

man i have a headache right now..... bleh!

so i just got back from an interview with some asian food place.. haha..
iunno if i got the job... but i hope so.. well kinda..
i mean yeah it money, but that place is effin hott as hell!!
gah!! i unno if i could handle it.. we'll see what happens..

so yeah...
in other news:::

i talked to the person ive been missing... and i wasnt let down.
he cares... whoo! and he wasnt drunk this time! haha
but yeah... i wanted him to come over..
but he couldnt cuz of reasons...
he says he doesnt know if he could "resist the temptation" if he were to see me..
so yeah.. iunnno what to do...
i care.. i care a lot.. but im not so sure if i would go that far for love..
i mean c'mon... its me!
eeeh... me... who the hell am i anymore?
ive change so dramatically over these years... it saddens me
but at the same time, im proud of who ive become.
im more mature and i can handle any situation with confidence and wisdom.
so if i were to make a lifechanging decision,
what would be thought of me?
bleh.... who knows... i dont care to find out any time soon..

kwdkjlsdfkjl

anyhooo.... lifes moving on... moving slow, but forward...
yep

thats all.
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