so it happened....

[forgetfulfairy2]

*sigh*

so my kitty was found.. and she wasnt alive..
i guess she had gotten hit a few times by cars.

those fuckin cars!

man.. this sucks...
i loved her so much... and now she's gone...

=(

i dont know how to stop crying.. the tears come and go...
idk.... that cat was different from all the other animals ive had..

she was my little savior...
she always kept me happy when i was down..
always there by my side when i was resting...
and now she's gone...

its so hard to accept it, but i have to.

it sucks to see my family break down so much..
the tears just keep flowing...
i hate seeing the ones i love in so much pain..

*sigh*

i could wish this never happened.. i could plead to god to make it all just go away..
to bring her back to me...
but what good will that really do?

hopefully she's gone to a better place.
where she can run free, and be happy.

man, you'd swear id lost a family member with amount of tears ive dished out today.

now its time to say goodbye....
to the attacks in the morning..
to the kneading my tummy...
to the special whistle.. lol..

aww... i love that cat.. and miss her...

but it'll all be okay... it will.