ugh times a million

[forgetdecembr]

crap.. tongiht was okay, but kind of bad at the ame time. i always feel used. i wantedt o stay at blue house tonjight but i came back with julie johs and dave. fuck that.....

tonight went from 12 to 14. that is ridiculous. i'm sick of this

i'm drunk but ast leats i know i deserve a good guy. aka collin should've let me stya.