"I'd like to welcome you to Doggysizzle Televizzle"
Um well Jamie told me about this website and being that Im bored as hell
right now, I guess Ill do it. Although I definitely suck at keeping journals
so this may be the last time I write in it, lol. I¡¦m just gonna say the
things that are runny through my head right now which can be pretty random
lol so just deal with it
I have so much freakin homework to do. Three hour class, four times a week
definitely isnt my idea of fun but its actually not so bad. The professor
reminds me of Chris Farley and is really funny, so that makes it a little more
tolerable. And I thought calculus was going to be really hard.there was a
prerequisite for the class but my advisor got me exempt from that with his
magical powers. So I thought I would be behind in the class but I actually
understand it. Itll probably be a completely different situation two weeks
from now haha.
So I went to class this morning, got back, did my homework. I got the
pictures in the mail from Luke. He wants me to draw him and his girlfriend as
like a present for her but he needs it for Friday! Usually this kinda thing
takes about two weeks, but I told him Id get it done in two days, ahhah this
should be fun. I really should be working on that right now hmmm. Well atleast
both of them are attractive people, I hate drawing ugly people cuz you don¡¦t
wanna offend them lol. Apparently she like used to have green hair and stuff
and then the popular kids decided to like adopt her and then Luke asked her
out. Its kinda screwed up but kinda sweet in a way like that movie, what the
hell is it called, the one with Freddy Prinze? Then Im doing the drawing
for mrs. King of the babies and Id like to have it done for this weekend
also. I still have to do Kaylie and Jason. They are so freakin adorable, I
want some babies! Dont worry.Im not pregnant (well I dont think I am
lol). I better not drink this weekend incase I am. WHAT am I saying? I
havent seen the babies in a long time, I miss them
I cant wait till Friday! Well I work that day at the slave shop (that is what
well refer to it as) and then Franks picking me up and were probably going
downtown, either that or Mt. Washington. Mt. Washington would be nice cuz
thats where our first date was. Then we're going to a party and you can
see
the city from the girls house, so that should be cool. I really cant forget
to bring my bathing suit, someone please remind me. I dont know if Im gonna
drink yet, I will if someone drives us back to his house cuz I really dont
feel like crashing at that girls house, I hate doing that. After that
experience at new years where we were sleeping on the couch, my pants were
soaked in beer. And the girl sitting across from us (frank was dead asleep)
was talking to someone else about how she used to date frank. GREAT. Lol.
Although frank said he might not drink cuz hes been trying to eat healthier.
He was complaining about how he ways 180 or 185 or something but he got his
body fat or whatever tested and hes only like 9% or something which means its
ALL muscle. I dont think he realizes that lol. Not to mention he plays
volleyball like four times a week, basketball all the time, baseball on
Sundays and lifts all the time. That boy
Speaking of, I really miss him. Toward the beginning of summer he was using
SO much gas to come see me all the time so Ive been making up excuses that
I¡¦m like busy and stuff so that he doesnt have to come out here so much. So
the last time I saw him was..Saturday I think. And I wont see him till
Friday. It really sucks but I know itll be so much better once school
starts. Except for the fact that Ill have two roommates so well never be
alone together haha. My parents have been really cool about him. Its SO weird
cuz they are so judgemental about who we hang out with, especially when it
comes to guys. Like especially my mom has hated any guy Ive liked or dated,
same thing with my sisters. But they like genuinely like him which is nice.
And his family is just awesome, I love going over there. His mom is so cute,
and I love mikey and tony. Like im sleeping over there atleast once a week
and we sleep in the same bed together and his parents are completely cool with
it. I think its cuz hes older that they dont tell him what to do anymore.
I seriously cannot imagine dating a guy my age. they all seem like little boys
to me. Its so different than high school cuz all the people I hang out with
from out that way are like juniors and seniors in college. I really like his
friends though. Its so weird cuz they are people that I definitely wouldnt
have hung out with in high school, franks on like ever page of his yearbook
and got voted most popular, most athletic and best looking and all that stuff
(makes me wanna yack haha). It was intimidating at first but like no one has
EVER made me feel like less just cuz I wasnt a cheerleader in high school.
If anything I feel like I belong more with these people, and I can be myself
around them. Its crazy cuz I used to be so shy and now Im not at all its
like sometime between last summer and the start of college I just became more
sure of myself and calmed down a lot. Maybe its just a part of growing up.
Like i never thought I could get a guy like Frank, I never thought I was
good enough and I always like aimed low when it came to guys that I dated.
I have these high high standards for guys, but I never actually found a guy
that met them until now. But then I went to Rock Jungle with my friends last
summer and LITERALLY the HOTTEST guy I had ever seen in my life asked me to
dance (we argue about that, he said he never asked, that he just grabbed me
but I really think he asked lol) And it was like i have never had a
connection with another person so strong as I did with him. This sounds
completely corny but as soon as we looked into each others eyes I think we
both new that it was going somewhere. And we ended up inseparable for the
entire nite and kissed like 500 times and he got my number. So after we left
that night, we were all at leighs talking about it and I was like on this
permanent high. But they were telling me not to get my hopes up, he¡¦s
probably one of those player club guys that goes every weekend and makes out
with every girl. But then it ended up that it was his first time there too,
and he said he would have been too shy to even talk to me if it wasnt for the
fact that he had just drank a beer (haha that sounds horrible). And like you
would think that being that he was the best looking guy Ive EVER seen that
there was no possible way that he could have a great personality too¡Kwell ya
he had that too. Like, literally everything I have ever looked for in a guy.
He loves and respects his family, never talks bad about them (I HATE when guys
do that, its so immature). And he told me he loved me after we knew each other
for ten days, which was exactly what I was feeling too. And ever since,
things have been perfect. Sorry, I¡¦m gushing and rambling but I really like
remembering that nite.
Jamie stopped by today and I got to meet Ashley. She seems really nice and
shes really pretty. Its good to see her with someone that seems pretty
grounded and like NICE. Not someone that put her through all that shit like
Justine did.
Im really looking forward to going back to school. I mean I dont wanna wish
the summer away but I miss all my pitt kiddies. I miss my Jerpi and Annie and
the A-team, and I miss Benzo and Freddy and animal porn with other annie and
even Chidester. And its really weird not being able to hear tamara screaming
drunk at 3 am. I really like where we're living this year cuz Maren and Sam
live just a floor above us so hopefully Ill get to hang out with them more
this year. Paula and annie are probably going to rip each others heads off
and Beckie will go be a slut with any guy Jerpi is ever interested in. I
guess Ill end up being the referee for everyone lol.
right now, I guess Ill do it. Although I definitely suck at keeping journals
so this may be the last time I write in it, lol. I¡¦m just gonna say the
things that are runny through my head right now which can be pretty random
lol so just deal with it
I have so much freakin homework to do. Three hour class, four times a week
definitely isnt my idea of fun but its actually not so bad. The professor
reminds me of Chris Farley and is really funny, so that makes it a little more
tolerable. And I thought calculus was going to be really hard.there was a
prerequisite for the class but my advisor got me exempt from that with his
magical powers. So I thought I would be behind in the class but I actually
understand it. Itll probably be a completely different situation two weeks
from now haha.
So I went to class this morning, got back, did my homework. I got the
pictures in the mail from Luke. He wants me to draw him and his girlfriend as
like a present for her but he needs it for Friday! Usually this kinda thing
takes about two weeks, but I told him Id get it done in two days, ahhah this
should be fun. I really should be working on that right now hmmm. Well atleast
both of them are attractive people, I hate drawing ugly people cuz you don¡¦t
wanna offend them lol. Apparently she like used to have green hair and stuff
and then the popular kids decided to like adopt her and then Luke asked her
out. Its kinda screwed up but kinda sweet in a way like that movie, what the
hell is it called, the one with Freddy Prinze? Then Im doing the drawing
for mrs. King of the babies and Id like to have it done for this weekend
also. I still have to do Kaylie and Jason. They are so freakin adorable, I
want some babies! Dont worry.Im not pregnant (well I dont think I am
lol). I better not drink this weekend incase I am. WHAT am I saying? I
havent seen the babies in a long time, I miss them
I cant wait till Friday! Well I work that day at the slave shop (that is what
well refer to it as) and then Franks picking me up and were probably going
downtown, either that or Mt. Washington. Mt. Washington would be nice cuz
thats where our first date was. Then we're going to a party and you can
see
the city from the girls house, so that should be cool. I really cant forget
to bring my bathing suit, someone please remind me. I dont know if Im gonna
drink yet, I will if someone drives us back to his house cuz I really dont
feel like crashing at that girls house, I hate doing that. After that
experience at new years where we were sleeping on the couch, my pants were
soaked in beer. And the girl sitting across from us (frank was dead asleep)
was talking to someone else about how she used to date frank. GREAT. Lol.
Although frank said he might not drink cuz hes been trying to eat healthier.
He was complaining about how he ways 180 or 185 or something but he got his
body fat or whatever tested and hes only like 9% or something which means its
ALL muscle. I dont think he realizes that lol. Not to mention he plays
volleyball like four times a week, basketball all the time, baseball on
Sundays and lifts all the time. That boy
Speaking of, I really miss him. Toward the beginning of summer he was using
SO much gas to come see me all the time so Ive been making up excuses that
I¡¦m like busy and stuff so that he doesnt have to come out here so much. So
the last time I saw him was..Saturday I think. And I wont see him till
Friday. It really sucks but I know itll be so much better once school
starts. Except for the fact that Ill have two roommates so well never be
alone together haha. My parents have been really cool about him. Its SO weird
cuz they are so judgemental about who we hang out with, especially when it
comes to guys. Like especially my mom has hated any guy Ive liked or dated,
same thing with my sisters. But they like genuinely like him which is nice.
And his family is just awesome, I love going over there. His mom is so cute,
and I love mikey and tony. Like im sleeping over there atleast once a week
and we sleep in the same bed together and his parents are completely cool with
it. I think its cuz hes older that they dont tell him what to do anymore.
I seriously cannot imagine dating a guy my age. they all seem like little boys
to me. Its so different than high school cuz all the people I hang out with
from out that way are like juniors and seniors in college. I really like his
friends though. Its so weird cuz they are people that I definitely wouldnt
have hung out with in high school, franks on like ever page of his yearbook
and got voted most popular, most athletic and best looking and all that stuff
(makes me wanna yack haha). It was intimidating at first but like no one has
EVER made me feel like less just cuz I wasnt a cheerleader in high school.
If anything I feel like I belong more with these people, and I can be myself
around them. Its crazy cuz I used to be so shy and now Im not at all its
like sometime between last summer and the start of college I just became more
sure of myself and calmed down a lot. Maybe its just a part of growing up.
Like i never thought I could get a guy like Frank, I never thought I was
good enough and I always like aimed low when it came to guys that I dated.
I have these high high standards for guys, but I never actually found a guy
that met them until now. But then I went to Rock Jungle with my friends last
summer and LITERALLY the HOTTEST guy I had ever seen in my life asked me to
dance (we argue about that, he said he never asked, that he just grabbed me
but I really think he asked lol) And it was like i have never had a
connection with another person so strong as I did with him. This sounds
completely corny but as soon as we looked into each others eyes I think we
both new that it was going somewhere. And we ended up inseparable for the
entire nite and kissed like 500 times and he got my number. So after we left
that night, we were all at leighs talking about it and I was like on this
permanent high. But they were telling me not to get my hopes up, he¡¦s
probably one of those player club guys that goes every weekend and makes out
with every girl. But then it ended up that it was his first time there too,
and he said he would have been too shy to even talk to me if it wasnt for the
fact that he had just drank a beer (haha that sounds horrible). And like you
would think that being that he was the best looking guy Ive EVER seen that
there was no possible way that he could have a great personality too¡Kwell ya
he had that too. Like, literally everything I have ever looked for in a guy.
He loves and respects his family, never talks bad about them (I HATE when guys
do that, its so immature). And he told me he loved me after we knew each other
for ten days, which was exactly what I was feeling too. And ever since,
things have been perfect. Sorry, I¡¦m gushing and rambling but I really like
remembering that nite.
Jamie stopped by today and I got to meet Ashley. She seems really nice and
shes really pretty. Its good to see her with someone that seems pretty
grounded and like NICE. Not someone that put her through all that shit like
Justine did.
Im really looking forward to going back to school. I mean I dont wanna wish
the summer away but I miss all my pitt kiddies. I miss my Jerpi and Annie and
the A-team, and I miss Benzo and Freddy and animal porn with other annie and
even Chidester. And its really weird not being able to hear tamara screaming
drunk at 3 am. I really like where we're living this year cuz Maren and Sam
live just a floor above us so hopefully Ill get to hang out with them more
this year. Paula and annie are probably going to rip each others heads off
and Beckie will go be a slut with any guy Jerpi is ever interested in. I
guess Ill end up being the referee for everyone lol.