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Do not put me through your ridcules. I say things because i mean them. No matter how bad i wanted to comment at your slide remarks i did, because i honestly thought i could save a friendship from it. But fuck it. Heres what i can do with out. I can do with your side remarks. You wanted me to be the best person. Well i say no. Because i dont want to have to commit myself to something thats so shaky. Yeah i told cass how i felt, but that was after you decided to tell me "advice" on my relationships. I dont care. If I have a problem keeping them let me figure it out. I can do with out it. And if i honestly wanted to know what you thought i would ask. But i dont, because i personally feel that you have no right in my relationships, as far as you go you are my friend. If i wanted to know something i would ask.
Yeah i talked to you, only because you called me, and you IMed me. I wont be rude and ignore you. So i replyed. But now all of a sudden its my fault. Because i simply said that you made a side remark. I didnt anything to start shit.
Now cassie is mad at me because supposedly i left out the fact that we talked. Well guess what, i told her, and i even thing at one point she was in the car when you called. Whatever is said between you and her is none of my business. But when i cant really reply to what you say about me in you fucking journals i turn to her and say how i feel because if i said it in the journal, you would turn it into a joke, or you would get offended. To tell you the truth i dont even write in this journal. Becuase i was sick of the shit that was happening. I hardly check yours and Amanda's because its not my place. But when i do check it, it seems like i am still a joke. Thanks really.
We are done. I will not loose a friend over this. Have a nice life. I wish you and amanda the best with your marriage. I wish that you both find what you love in this life. I dont care anymore what happens. I will not check on this. I have no desire to.
Yeah i talked to you, only because you called me, and you IMed me. I wont be rude and ignore you. So i replyed. But now all of a sudden its my fault. Because i simply said that you made a side remark. I didnt anything to start shit.
Now cassie is mad at me because supposedly i left out the fact that we talked. Well guess what, i told her, and i even thing at one point she was in the car when you called. Whatever is said between you and her is none of my business. But when i cant really reply to what you say about me in you fucking journals i turn to her and say how i feel because if i said it in the journal, you would turn it into a joke, or you would get offended. To tell you the truth i dont even write in this journal. Becuase i was sick of the shit that was happening. I hardly check yours and Amanda's because its not my place. But when i do check it, it seems like i am still a joke. Thanks really.
We are done. I will not loose a friend over this. Have a nice life. I wish you and amanda the best with your marriage. I wish that you both find what you love in this life. I dont care anymore what happens. I will not check on this. I have no desire to.