so im chilling
im at my grannys and im about to head home because i am fucking exhausted and i didnt get any sleep this weekend
me and gohar are getting married
we finish each others sentences its hot
its funny how i get over guys fast now
i thaught i liked him but the other night was weird
it was fun, dont get me wrong
but it just made me see that i dont want to be WITH him
i guess id just rather be friends?
if even that...
i dont even know why i changed my mind
he was being sweet as usual
maybe i just am realizing i dont need to be with anyone to be happy
i can be single and have just as much fun
guys are just like a bother and shit, if any of you know what i mean
maybe im just jumping to conclusions
maybe i DO like him im just confused?
or maybe i just need to hang out with him one on one?
this whole dating and relationship thing is overrated
im just tired of it... thats what my problem is
its like the same thing over and over again no matter how much i think its going to be different
or maybe im just scared
scared because i know in the end someone always gets hurt
and lately im always the one getting hurt
maybe its because im finally opening up my heart to people
so they take me for granted
well sorry hun.... im not opening up my heart this time
im just shutting you out
and locking myself up
i dont feel like replaying the whole ruben and sam break up bullshit all over again
when i can just make things so much easier and kick you out of my life right now...
rather than waiting until you either cheat on me or decide youre just plain sick of me
sooooo... i guess im giving up and taking the easy way out....
bye
me and gohar are getting married
we finish each others sentences its hot
its funny how i get over guys fast now
i thaught i liked him but the other night was weird
it was fun, dont get me wrong
but it just made me see that i dont want to be WITH him
i guess id just rather be friends?
if even that...
i dont even know why i changed my mind
he was being sweet as usual
maybe i just am realizing i dont need to be with anyone to be happy
i can be single and have just as much fun
guys are just like a bother and shit, if any of you know what i mean
maybe im just jumping to conclusions
maybe i DO like him im just confused?
or maybe i just need to hang out with him one on one?
this whole dating and relationship thing is overrated
im just tired of it... thats what my problem is
its like the same thing over and over again no matter how much i think its going to be different
or maybe im just scared
scared because i know in the end someone always gets hurt
and lately im always the one getting hurt
maybe its because im finally opening up my heart to people
so they take me for granted
well sorry hun.... im not opening up my heart this time
im just shutting you out
and locking myself up
i dont feel like replaying the whole ruben and sam break up bullshit all over again
when i can just make things so much easier and kick you out of my life right now...
rather than waiting until you either cheat on me or decide youre just plain sick of me
sooooo... i guess im giving up and taking the easy way out....
bye