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My head is still spinning. I can't make that stop, no matter how hard I try. You see, things should make sense right now. Things should be logical and linear, point A to point B, yet here we are, no linear response in sight.
You make things make more sense, but by no means do they make sense. I understand more of what's happening when you're around, but I still don't understand why things are happening.
I still miss my best friend every day. Not so much now because I don't see him, but because he is doing everything in his power to not be my best friend anymore. He has his new girlfriend - why would he need friends? And that's not just how I see it - that's how it is.
Remember who was always here for you when she finally realizes she is an ugly bitch that can walk all over you. Remember who didn't walk on you when given the opportunity. Remember who never turned away from you.
And then look at who you have.
I hope you regret that someday.
I'm still trying to find a new job. I hate this one. I work too much, don't make enough and never sleep.
I'm still trying to find out what's wrong with me. I've been sick for months, yet it appears as if I'm perfectly fine.
I'm still trying to find a balance between the parts of my life. I genuinely never expect that.
What would make me happy right now?
Having a best friend.
Sleeping and waking up refreshed.
Not having an evil bitchmonger manager.
You make things make more sense, but by no means do they make sense. I understand more of what's happening when you're around, but I still don't understand why things are happening.
I still miss my best friend every day. Not so much now because I don't see him, but because he is doing everything in his power to not be my best friend anymore. He has his new girlfriend - why would he need friends? And that's not just how I see it - that's how it is.
Remember who was always here for you when she finally realizes she is an ugly bitch that can walk all over you. Remember who didn't walk on you when given the opportunity. Remember who never turned away from you.
And then look at who you have.
I hope you regret that someday.
I'm still trying to find a new job. I hate this one. I work too much, don't make enough and never sleep.
I'm still trying to find out what's wrong with me. I've been sick for months, yet it appears as if I'm perfectly fine.
I'm still trying to find a balance between the parts of my life. I genuinely never expect that.
What would make me happy right now?
Having a best friend.
Sleeping and waking up refreshed.
Not having an evil bitchmonger manager.