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I feel worse than crap! If you could ask crap how it felt I would be worse. I woke up this morning feeling like I did when I was in the hospital so I therefore didn't go to any classes. On top of that I did worse on my OTS exam than I have ever done on any test before and it was posted for everyone to see with our names, I say again, our names! not our numbers our names! So everyone on campus could see what an idiot I am! Furthermore, I didn't get to finish my BSM paper because I'm bed bound and John has had his computer all morning. I would greatly appriciate anyone's prayers because today I feel like the lowest low and I'm feeling alot of anxiety about falling into my old procratinating, failing grades ways. Yesterday I felt so great because I felt like God was helping me to become a better person but today Satan is feeding me lies about what an idiot and what a loser I am. I'm so sick of complaining and feeling sad all the time. I don't want to do it anymore!