the apology

[forget_me_knot]

so yesterday i was scheduled til 9:30 but stacy convinced to staying til midnight to close with her and then go to jerrys party. so i did. cory came a little after we did but he didnt want to be there so we got in an argument because i was drinking and then he ditched me..as he always does when i have a drink. ya know i never ever go out anymore and when i finally do i just wanted to have some fun with friends and he gets all pissy. so he left. i was gunna leave to but i said "fuck it, im staying". drank some more had some fun, met some people and then left around 3:30am. but alas i did was i always do when i drink; fuck up. so here it goes...

im sorry;
sorry for making you go last nite when you were tired and jsut wanted to sleep
sorry for getting drunk after i told you i wasnt going to drink
sorry for creating an argument b/c i didnt want to leave and i wanted you to stay with me
sorry for not coming after you when you left
sorry for getting that drunk
sorry for what happen after you left
sorry for always fucking up
sorry for not coming home til 4am
sorry for getting mad beacuse you wouldnt sleep in my bed
..and thats just last nite;;
but i love you, more than anything and you know that.