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PAST.
first grade teacher's name: Miss Traurig
last word you said: oh.
last song you sang: "amazed".
last thing you laughed at: michelle(but id ont remember what she said).
last time you cried: this morning, and every other moment for the past 2 weeks.
what's in your cd player? jojo, usher, tsunami bomb, lankmark records, fiona apple, and an R&B mix cd (i gots a 6cd changer in the car).
what color socks are you wearing: i dont wear socks.
what's under your bed: a box full of me and the boyfriends memories ( i need to burn taht today).
what time did you wake up today: 9:20am b/c michelle wanted to get coffee.
FUTURE.
what is your career going to be: cosmetologist.
where are you going to live: no clue.
how many kids do you want: none if im not with HIM.
what kind of car will you drive: no idea.
CURRENT.
current hair: short A-line, blonde and blueblack...but its needs to grow faster.
current clothes: jeans and a BOYbeater.
current annoyance: HIM.
current smell: the crumb cake im baking...mmmm
current longing: for "us" to work out and for him to love me the way he used to.
current desktop picture: a field.
current favorite music artist: usher, he makesme wanna dance.
current book: nothing at the moment.
current worry: the end of us.
current hate: him
story behind your username: i dont have a SN, im not cool enough.
current favorite article of clothing: my AE jeans and my boybeaters.
one person you wish was here right now: him.
line from the last thing you wrote to someone: i havent written to anyone
i am happiest when: i cant remember the last time i was happy.
i feel lonely when: i'm lonely all the time.
do you think too much: constantly and itmakes things worse.
if you could live anywhere in the world, where: anywhere as long as im with him and we';re happy.
famous person you have met: the cast of That 70s Show, Tia and Tamera from Sister, Sister and more
do you have any regrets: tons.
sex or love: both, but love first.
favorite coffee: mint mocha or chocolate brownie frap.
favorite smell: ralph lauren Romance.
favorite sound: the words I LOVE YOU from his mouth.
what makes you mad: him.
favorite way to waste time: all i do is waste time, but with michelle its always fun.
are you in currently in love/lust: absolutely, but im not being loved back.
what's the craziest thing you have ever done?: i dont know off hand.
any bad habits: overanalyzing and worrying
do you find it hard to trust people: oh yes, i cant trust anyone except michelle.
last thing you bought yourself: mcdonalds.
bath or shower: shower.
favorite seasons: summer and fall.
favorite color: aqua
favorite time of day: middle of the afternoon/night.
gold or silver: platinum
any secret crushes: mmmmhmmm...i used to go to school with him and havent seen him in FOREVER and all random we hung out the other night!
FASHION.
how many coats and jackets do you own: umm 5 i think.
do you wear a watch: sometimes.
favorite pants color: medium vintage wash from my work.
most expensive item of clothing: i cant afford expensive clothes.
most treasured: polar bear pj pants i got from HIM the week after we got together.
YOUR FRIENDS.
do your friends know you: only one.
what do they tend to be like: i dont get it?
can you count on them: shes the only stable thing in my life.
can they count on you: she sure can.
LAST.
last book you read: i dont remember.
last movie you saw: monster
last movie you saw on the big screen: spiderman 2.
last show you watched on tv: some golf thing that HE was watching.
last song you heard: Tsumani Bomb
last thing you had to drink: mint chip mocha .
last thing you ate: churro.
last time you showered: yesterday.
last time you smiled: cant remember, .
last time you laughed: who knows.
last person you hugged: cory.
last person you talked to online: i dont talk online
last person you talked to on the phone: michelle
DO YOU.
smoke?: yes.
do drugs: i sure do, but the bad ones anymore.
drink: mmhmm.
sleep with stuffed animals: jsut my Walter.
have a dream that keeps coming back: yea but in different forms.