Jun 10, 2008 21:13
I honestly don't know what to do about ANYTHING.
These past two months have been the slowest of my life. I'm stressed with both jobs and I need a break.
Ryan is testing my trust every chance he gets and it makes no sense to me. I don't know what I do to deserve anything he does. Everytime I let someone in and finally start to trust them, I get it all thrown back in my face.
EVERY FUCKING TIME.