Jan 25, 2006 01:20
yea so today my dad tried to kick me out of the house..
and now i have two weeks to prove to them some how that i deserve to live here..
yea and I wont even be 18 for another 18 days..
and yea with everything going on idk when im gunna get to see kris again.
and if i get kicked out they are taking my car. so yea. i wouldnt even be able to go see him anyways.. but we are both grounded as it is.. and hes not going to pbh anymore.. so i wont even see him at school.. so life is pretty fucked right now.
Im really upset, and I really want to see kris to hug him and just make me feel a lot better by being in his arms <3. I love him so much.. hes the only thing keeping me sane right now.. and I just wish that I could be with him right now.. and I cant be. and that really really sucks.. i dont even know when im gunna be able to see him again.. but i will figure something out.. im determined to figure something out.. I have to.. I'm not letting our parent's bullshit fuck this up.. nope.. not gunna happen.. not gunna let it.. fuck them.. if they want to kick me out then fucking let them.. thats all i gotta say. fuck them.. grah. w/e