your hand to hold on to
just other day. it's weird not being in school and just working all the time. i feel old. i feel like i can finally control my life and where it goes. i can finally change things, make my own decisions.
I am moving, probably in August because it would be way tooo much drama to leave before that. So the MAJOR question is....
Virginia, Chicago, or here.
Staying here is pretty much not an option, I hate it here... with a PASSION. I would love to go to Virginia, It's far a way from this shitty area, and it's close to the beach, not to mention close to my wonderful boyfriend. I'll probably be a couple hours away from him. That would be great, and I know he wants me there. But then again, it's a big move. Far away from my family and friends. UGH, such decisions, I wish ben didn't live on base, I would move in w/ him in an instant. Honestly, he's the only one I want to be w/, the only one that can reallly make me happy, but at the same time, he's the only one that can REALLY make me hurt.
Ughhh.
So, what's it guna be?
I am moving, probably in August because it would be way tooo much drama to leave before that. So the MAJOR question is....
Virginia, Chicago, or here.
Staying here is pretty much not an option, I hate it here... with a PASSION. I would love to go to Virginia, It's far a way from this shitty area, and it's close to the beach, not to mention close to my wonderful boyfriend. I'll probably be a couple hours away from him. That would be great, and I know he wants me there. But then again, it's a big move. Far away from my family and friends. UGH, such decisions, I wish ben didn't live on base, I would move in w/ him in an instant. Honestly, he's the only one I want to be w/, the only one that can reallly make me happy, but at the same time, he's the only one that can REALLY make me hurt.
Ughhh.
So, what's it guna be?