if you promise never to leave, you just might make me believe
when i think things are going to get worse, he suprises me once again by making them better. yes i may be in love with a boy who promises me the world, and promises me forever.... is it too good to be true? well i hope not. i hope this is real. i hope every dream comes true. we want to get married, yeah, married. move to virginia, live on base, and go to the beach every weekend. perfect. he's perfect. i couldn't imagine anything else i would want in a guy. i really couldn't. he cares about me like no one else ever has. our honesty with each other is as honest as you could get. he tells me things he won't tell anyone else, and i do the same. he's the only one that can make me laugh when all i want to do is cry. he's understanding and he wants the best for me. when i want to freak out, he always finds a way to calm me down. he's perfect and i love him. i guess the time we were apart just made us realize how meant for each other we are. i'm scared to get hurt and i tell him that, but he tells me not to worry it will all be okay. and i believe him. he's my best friend. i don't know how i survived without him, but i'm happy i have him now. i can't wait till he comes home in TEN DAYSSS!! he wants us to get dressed up and go out to eat wherever i want. we're going to spend every second we can together. it sucks he's only going to be here for 4 days, but then he's going to be here for a couple weeks in dec/jan so i'm excited about then. and then me a liz are going to go visit him over our spring break.
i'm scared, when i think life is perfect it always tends to screw me over. i don't want it to happen this time. but i have been assured over and over that it wont. and for once i believe it.
my life is feeling like a movie. college, marriage, life. a life i have never known. my parents supporting me... something i thought would never happen. ever. school is creeping upon me and not knowing where i will be a year from now is both exciting and scary. life is so unpredictable... and there's nothing you can do about it. it can make you, or break you. we'll just have to see. all i know is i'm not going to be broken, i've seen it too many times, in so many ways. i will not go down a failure.
i'm scared, when i think life is perfect it always tends to screw me over. i don't want it to happen this time. but i have been assured over and over that it wont. and for once i believe it.
my life is feeling like a movie. college, marriage, life. a life i have never known. my parents supporting me... something i thought would never happen. ever. school is creeping upon me and not knowing where i will be a year from now is both exciting and scary. life is so unpredictable... and there's nothing you can do about it. it can make you, or break you. we'll just have to see. all i know is i'm not going to be broken, i've seen it too many times, in so many ways. i will not go down a failure.