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[forget_all_hope]

so...2day was bad...sorta...im guess im like allergic to my eyeliner so my eyes are all red and everyone keeps asking if im high...which im not...and i got a really interesting comment from this girl about ryan...i think she might sorta be right...but i need to get to know ryan better before i can judge him...i think me and kara r going to hang out

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[god_hates_me]

ok, i'm not going to defend ryan because he's my friend, i'm going to defend him because it's the right thing to do. i'm not going to lie to you. there are quite a few people out there that are not all that fond of ryan, and there are some choices he's made in the past that, in retrospect, may not have been the best decisions. but as they say, hindsight is 20/20. everyone has a past and everyone makes mistakes, but at heart ryan is a genuinely good guy. he doesn't cross people for self advancement like so many people do, infact he is about the most selfless person i have ever met. he's the type of guy that would give you the shirt off his back and the shoes off his feet if you needed it. what's love or hate about him is his upfront nature, he has the air of confidence and a level or maturity that's not seenvery often in people, especially not in someone of his age. sometimes this just doesn't rub people the right way, some people see it as him trying to manipulate people, but, infact, it's just how he is, it's something that not a lot of people understand about him.

one point that i have to stress though: ryan is not artificial. he always follows his heart, and you are where his heart has lead him. i honestly haven't seem him this happy in a long time. the way his face lights up when he talks about you. the way he always looks at your picture when he first gets in his car and just kinda smiles to himself (something that i don't think he knows i noticed, but i did). he really honestly likes you, so please just don't listen to people. think for yourself, see for yourself, decide for yourself. just don't let anyone persuade you one way or the other. like i said, he's following his heart, so now, it's time for you to follow yours.