Update-ish

Mar 04, 2010 14:28

Hey everyone,

Not much since I last updated, but I seem to be on a month-month posting basis...hell even longer sometimes!

I've been doing well health/weight wise. I am not going to divulge any information pertaining to said weight loss (I'm a firm believer in jinxing myself if anything) but June 19th is my deadline to lose the weight. All I will say? I am on track and still going strong. The working out has definitely increased my stamina and endurance for a lot of things. I can jump higher, run faster, etc. Bad news? I have to buy new clothes haha! I guess it's not really that bad.

My reasons for losing the weight I very clear even if I don't say it here. There are other motivations getting me through it, but I'm still keeping that to myself...or rather...you all probably know anyway.

Work is going well, and I think I'll be moving by either May or June. I still have to get with Shayne and James and figure out days we can go and start cleaning out the house. Only real problem for me is that I have to buy a bed/desk/sheets/closets/etc. This is good in a way, but also bad since I'm trying to save up for a nice vacation with the guys. I hope I can still pull through on it.

THIS leads me to my next thing. I have a very difficult time keeping promises. Pfft, you guys know that! But seriously, I hate flaking out on people and it hurts me more than they know. I always like to plan to do thing with people to just have it fall face first. It's not like me to just go with the flow and take things as they are...I need that control and planning in my life. Now, though, I'm finding it easier and easier to just say "fuck it" and let things ride.

And one more thing before I go on a tangent...because I am. I lost some friends this year. Not death wise, but because of petty bullshit and drama. I thought Helena would be my good friend for awhile, but I guess not. I thought highly of my friend Dex too...but that's gone now.

I want to keep in touch with everyone that I haven't seen in awhile. But I want to wait till June. People have seen me too much in the same overwight view. Not anymore though. I have a goal, I'm achieving it, and when all is said and done I'm going to apply for a US Marshall position. I want to do some exciting stuff and computer work is not it.

Well, I'm done. Longest Pat post in awhile? CHECK.
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