Nov 01, 2009 21:47
I've been feeling like I'm in high school again lately. I don't care for it. In fact, I'm wondering when I'm going to stop dealing with all of this. All it takes is one text message. But I'm better than that.
I have no regrets about my high school experience as well as this past year in college. I'm well aware that my priorities are different than most and certain characteristics of my lifestyle reflect that. I'm also aware that I can't have it all; that sacrifices need to be made to meet goals I've set for myself. I know I can't be at some places because I'm cave-dwelling. And that some of these events, such as friends birthday weekends and late night outings are precious and sort of "once in a lifetime" things and I'm missing out on them. I'm aware that I've lost friends. But I've come to terms with all of this. I had to. I have to be focused.
If anything, I'd like to say I'm content with the state of my life at this point. I know what I like. I like the people I surround myself with. And I'm happy with the person that I am and the person I'm becoming.
I dont think anything anyone says is going to take that away from me at this point.