I have to admit that dealing with my life for these few months was a terrible idea. I mean really terrible. It’s better just to lay down and do nothing ‘cause at least this way I won’t be hurt. Our ship won’t go down to the depth of the not that much familiar depression. But here we are.
First of all my travel plan this year definitely sucks. In August this bus tour to Italy was already full so I had to cancel all my plans and keep working for two more fucking months (and I didn’t get a rest from my work for 6 months already so kind of awful as you can see), praying that in October it won’t be that cold. Well, actually I should have been praying for a place in the embassy and a good trip adviser in our agency ‘cause in the end I’m not writing a great story about amazing life in Italy, am I? Not even near that, yeah. So everyone was like: Oh, don’t you wanna change your plans again? Or go there near Christmas? NO. And actually it is pretty cold this October so I couldn’t even manage to go traveling around the country. But at least I have my almost 2 weeks (1 is already gone) to rest. In the cold room (heating doesn’t work) with the sounds of drills from my neighbor. As I like to chill, yeah.
Second of all my motivation sucks. Really sucks ‘cause when you have one problem after another and all your ideas goes…in some pretty place with sun and flowers and I’m definitely not there, you don’t want to do anything at all. It’s better to keep your energy because otherwise someone will get hurt. According to the last statistics it’s gonna be me. But I’m trying to pretend that everything is fine and I can do something successful but after this I’m somehow in the middle of the argument with the comic's store because it needs copies of my ID and etc. to confirm my order. While the whole payment was already taken. Great. Amazing. Unbelievable. So no comics for you, madam, and I’m still waiting for my money back and it can take about 2 weeks. But yeah, I’m fine, definitely fine.
And I don’t even want to start with my job, because it’s gonna be a pretty shitty story. As one about my love life or my bank account. Cheers!