Dreams will come...
So I haven't written in a long time, and now I'm about to go insane with my life. Should we start with the guys, because then it will come better later!!
So starting with "boat has sailed" boy, I don't understand what is going on with him, like the boat has sailed off like three times now. And think if it didn't work out the first two/three times, I don't think we should have another try at it...so seriously explain to me, why you do the things you do!?!? Plus now I've been told that I make myself seem helpless around guys, or that I don't help my situation. Which I don't really understand, plus the part that I like someone else that is always there, why would I be flirting with a different ex?? So moving on to the same new guy, the secret one, yes i still like him, and for anyone who didn't know... WOW!! we went out, with another unfair breakup, and I've asked him out now, and it is kinda weird, since he is such a good friend. I don't know, because I thought he knew, because he knew the first time, so?? I don't know really confused with that situation. I think that is about it for boys.... other than I got a anonymous rose for vday... and I think it might be from other Mike, but I don't know if I give him to much credit, but I could see him doing that...
Anyways, for the really good news...
1. I got into college---Southern New Hampshire
2. I had another thing of good news...but I forgot!
Haha I don't know hopefully that would be a good vk...hopefully it will be!!
I remember I'm going to florida, in 22 days!!!
So starting with "boat has sailed" boy, I don't understand what is going on with him, like the boat has sailed off like three times now. And think if it didn't work out the first two/three times, I don't think we should have another try at it...so seriously explain to me, why you do the things you do!?!? Plus now I've been told that I make myself seem helpless around guys, or that I don't help my situation. Which I don't really understand, plus the part that I like someone else that is always there, why would I be flirting with a different ex?? So moving on to the same new guy, the secret one, yes i still like him, and for anyone who didn't know... WOW!! we went out, with another unfair breakup, and I've asked him out now, and it is kinda weird, since he is such a good friend. I don't know, because I thought he knew, because he knew the first time, so?? I don't know really confused with that situation. I think that is about it for boys.... other than I got a anonymous rose for vday... and I think it might be from other Mike, but I don't know if I give him to much credit, but I could see him doing that...
Anyways, for the really good news...
1. I got into college---Southern New Hampshire
2. I had another thing of good news...but I forgot!
Haha I don't know hopefully that would be a good vk...hopefully it will be!!
I remember I'm going to florida, in 22 days!!!