retarded
i haven't ljed in forever because i am either working or too fuckking hammered to write in this godamn thing. work is fucking crazy im either out with friends drinking myself stupid, not that i wans't stupid before i start drinking but you know what i mean? anyhow im pretty much useless right now, i can't do anything but go to work, come home or go out and start drinking. i don't fucking care at this point. everything is either too little or too much in my life and you gotta do what you gotta do to deal with it. this post makes no sense not that any of them ever did or will, but whatever. anyhow im gonna go to bed because i've got to be up at the butt crack of dawn tomorrow. don't respond or respond do whatever the hell you want with this. all i know is that im too drunk to care what anyone thinks or says about me.
night
night