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I think I know why I'm so bummed out these days..
My house looks totally different.
They've remodeled my whole house. Everything is new. Everyone is so excited, except me...whatever. I just want it to be done already because I'm seriously not comfortable with the workers walking in and out of my house and not even bothering to say 'good morning' or some fake crap like that.
I'm truly unhappy these days because I'm stuck at home all day. I'm forbidden to leave the house while the workers are there because they don't want the workers to be left alone in the house. As if we have something valuable for them to steal. Oh, my dvds? So what. Maybe I'd freak if they stole Ghost World. It's become my bedtime story.
If they stole my books, I'd kill them.
I feel like all my friends are fading.
And maybe like I'm slowly fading too..
Perhaps that's why whenever a stranger says hello to me, I feel so good inside. Because I feel that maybe I'm not so bad and I'm not so invisible. At least someone noticed my existence. You know?
She's affected me so much.
In a bad way more than good.
I don't know...I just don't know.
Every time I'm saying goodbye,
She comes back.
Being sweet as hell...
telling me such gorgeous lies
that I sadly believe for the sake of my own heart.
Maybe she's not so bad since she tells me things
I yearn to hear when my world is falling apart.
I unfortunately still love her.
At least I think I do.
don't tell me to cheer up or else I think I'll lose it.
My house looks totally different.
They've remodeled my whole house. Everything is new. Everyone is so excited, except me...whatever. I just want it to be done already because I'm seriously not comfortable with the workers walking in and out of my house and not even bothering to say 'good morning' or some fake crap like that.
I'm truly unhappy these days because I'm stuck at home all day. I'm forbidden to leave the house while the workers are there because they don't want the workers to be left alone in the house. As if we have something valuable for them to steal. Oh, my dvds? So what. Maybe I'd freak if they stole Ghost World. It's become my bedtime story.
If they stole my books, I'd kill them.
I feel like all my friends are fading.
And maybe like I'm slowly fading too..
Perhaps that's why whenever a stranger says hello to me, I feel so good inside. Because I feel that maybe I'm not so bad and I'm not so invisible. At least someone noticed my existence. You know?
She's affected me so much.
In a bad way more than good.
I don't know...I just don't know.
Every time I'm saying goodbye,
She comes back.
Being sweet as hell...
telling me such gorgeous lies
that I sadly believe for the sake of my own heart.
Maybe she's not so bad since she tells me things
I yearn to hear when my world is falling apart.
I unfortunately still love her.
At least I think I do.
don't tell me to cheer up or else I think I'll lose it.