Apr 23, 2008 00:46
My ever so happy life (not) is ever so joyful (not). Everything is going perfect (not). I love my life (not). This suit is black...NOT! (Hahaha sorry you would only get that if you saw Borat. But anyways...) Everyone is saying they hate me. I know why too. It's my past. Stupid shit I did when I wasn't thinking, and now its back to haunt me. People give me dirty looks, don't talk to me, or if they do talk to me, call me a bitch or a slut. This doesn't help me since my life at home is pretty fucked up. My mom is 45 and she had a baby!!! She is too old to be having a fucking baby! She's a fat ass whore who got pregnant with a man who is still married! He also is NEVER home and is probably cheating on her. I feel bad for her in a way but then sometimes i dont. Also my step mom IS the step mom from Cinderella. No joke. She use to strip too. I fucking hate her. She is such a gold digger and has two gross fat daughters who dont take showers or brush their teeth. She lies all the time (my step mom). She says she is allergic to fucking pineapples and shes not. Like what the fuck? Who lies about being allergic to shit? She is such a hoe bag and a skank. I want to kill myself. My sister says I grew up too fast. She says I know too much for my age, and I do. But I can't help it if I have a shitty life. I just wish people would stop being so fucking stupid and WAKE UP! No one even cares anymore. I don't even care anymore. From the moon and back is how much i hate my life!!!