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[foreveryoung__]

i hate this feeling ONCE AGAIN
i hate the drama
i just want things to be the same but i dont think its gunna happen
we say it will change
we say that this is our last year and we will be best friends forever but the way things are goin i donno if thats true
the worst part is that im pretty sure im the only person who feels it
feels like im not really wanted there anymore
just like im there because i have to be
because thats the way its supposed to be not necesarily the way everyone feels right now
oh course evryone will probably be like 'thats not the way we feel!' but its the way i feel and have felt for a while noww

i just HAD to get that off my chest

much love
megan maria