Wed.Thurs.Fri.Sat.
Wow. What a weekend.. Well Wed,me and alex went to Laurens house to have a sleep over with her and Brittany,it was so much fun!! at 3 in the morning her mom left and we had a partay!!! It was so awesome!!! I saw Alex's Tits,Brittany's,Tits,and Lauren's Tits. Haha it was great. They skinney diped. It was CrAzY shiT!! Hah. Oh ya then Alex got really horny so Lauren let her use her mom's vibrator. She masterbated and got US all horny. It was AmAzInG!!! We didnt go to bed till like 6, well me and Brittany didnt. Oh ya and Lauren,Alex,And Michael, Snuck out to get us FOOD!! cuz we were so hungry. Me and Brittany stayed home cuz they wanted people home,so me and brittany just stayed home. hah. We got are food,and then like 10 mins later Lauren and Michael's mom yells from down stairs "GOOOO TO BED!!!!" so we all jump,are foods everywhere. i lost like 5 of my chicken strips in Michael's bed. haha they are still missing. hehe BRITTANY IS ADDICTED TO THE INTERNET!!!!!!!! I SWEAR!! SHE DENYS IT BUT SHES LIEING TO HERSELF!! but anyways, and then Thursday, Lauren asked us again to spend the nite so we did. It was fun AGAIN!!! haha!! i dont really remember what happen. i wasnt messed up or anything but idk what happen.AND FRIDAY...Uh Oh. We went home me,alex,and brittany,lauren came with us. I droped them all off,lauren went with alex. We all went to Champions.Cameron,was there,drama started. Something about me tellin something. Idk.. And alex was mad,at me,then Cameron started yelling at me,saying "his side of the story" and Alex didnt say anything while he was yellin at me. I was just sitting there crying. I didnt know what to do. I CRYED IN PUBLIC!! idk why i cryed over Cameron. I didnt cry over Cameron i cyred over the fact that Alex didnt say ANYTHING to him. It hurts really bad,and then Saturday she invited him to the mall,i was upset but i dealt with it cuz she "loves" him. so i just said screw it finally and walked away from them. I met up with Michael,and Cass. I hung out with them a lil bit that was fun. Hah. Then Alex,Lauren,Cameron walked to the movie,,and didnt tell me,that mad me angry,but i didnt wanna start anything so i just kept my mouth closed. Im still upset though about friday nite. He called me a "bad friend" he didnt say those words but he was like saying it. Ya know? it hurt and he called my other best friend Christy a whore. and thats not cool. People dont fuck around with my friends. when a guy calls a girl a whore,it hurts,just like calling a chick fat,or ugly. And he said other things too. But i had Michael,Christy,Trish,and Megan *christys cousin* by my side. IDK what i would do without them. Im depressed though i really dont know why. I guess it feels like Alex is "picking" Cameron over OUR friendship and that hurts so much. You just dont understand. it really does hurt. I've cryed over it,and i dont cry over stuff like this. If i ever lost Alex. idk what i would do withmy self. shes like apart of me. I love her so much. If we lost are friendship over Cameron, that would hurt even more. Idk what im gonna do.. i really dont. Im so depressed,and it feels like noone cares. And the person who is suppose to be there is just ignoring the situation it feels like.:-/ *Alex* I dont know anymore i really dont. I wanna be her friend so bad. I could live without her but if shes not gonna say anything when her boyfriend says shit about me thats fucked up. I mean ya i talk shit about Cameron after he talks shit about me ya know? Like that time he said,"sam,you wouldnt have to fight that chick u would just have to sit on her" that didnt really make me mad,but when i told Alex what he said she acted like she could careless,and when he yells at me and stuff she dosnt even say a word,she says she hates him,and stuff and im her best friend and she loves me to death then why dosnt she do anything about it!!!?? WHY!! it hurts so much!!! im not just writing this so people will feel bad or sorry for me. Im writing this for ME..so i can get my feelings out. u dont have to look at this if u dont want to. thats fine with me.. I just want to tell people how i feel,cuz its hard for me to tell people ya know? Well ya im gonna go now. im kinda hungry