..nobody said it was easy..
okay so here's what's been up....
i dont remember the last time i wrote so ill just write about my weekend...friday i had lax practice (yes!!) so thats basically all i did...saturday, i had the championship polar bear game...which we lost =(....and then practice right after it and THEN lax dinner after that so that took up my whole satruday but it wasnt bad i had fun with all my ladies! then sunday i sat around bein bored but was supposed to go over to bryce's house with melissa for the superbowl until my mom decided not to let me go which made me sad. but then dave came to visit me and cayla which was HORRIBLE because we almost got caught like 5000000 times and it was the scariest thing ever in my life and even though he got mad at me and me and cayla were being all scared and upset it was worth it =) then on monday (since we had school off) cayla and i went to visit miss jaydee at her new work place with my mom and went out to eat and then we went to the mall with dave which was fun cept cayla didnt feel good and didnt have a good time so im sorry cayla dearest =( but jessica had a good time sooooo yeah lol but then the next morning at like 3 i woke up and sat in the bathroom for like an hour and a half feelin sick to my stomach and it was just nasty so i was all like okay i dont have to go to school and stuff so i just went back to bed and then cayla woke up at like 5:30 and was bein sick too so then we both stayed home..puked our brains out (eww)...and ate nothing allll day. but it wasnt that bad cause we were together and it's always nice to have a sick buddy =) and so after yesterday we knew we werent goin to school today so we got our rest..felt a little better...ate more than yesterday..and are back to feeling sick because we probably shouldnt have eaten half the things we did =/ but im just gunna have to suck it up because i refuse to miss another day and have like 3429523958 things to do for make-up work!!! but as much as it seems like my past couple of days havent been that bad (minus being super sick) at times i've been more upset and unsure about myself and just in SUCH a bad mood like more than i've been in a really really really long time and its about stuff i dont think everyone needs to be reading about so im just not gunna bother writing it and i'll just have to get over it....but i have to get to bed so i feel a little better in the morning...night
i dont remember the last time i wrote so ill just write about my weekend...friday i had lax practice (yes!!) so thats basically all i did...saturday, i had the championship polar bear game...which we lost =(....and then practice right after it and THEN lax dinner after that so that took up my whole satruday but it wasnt bad i had fun with all my ladies! then sunday i sat around bein bored but was supposed to go over to bryce's house with melissa for the superbowl until my mom decided not to let me go which made me sad. but then dave came to visit me and cayla which was HORRIBLE because we almost got caught like 5000000 times and it was the scariest thing ever in my life and even though he got mad at me and me and cayla were being all scared and upset it was worth it =) then on monday (since we had school off) cayla and i went to visit miss jaydee at her new work place with my mom and went out to eat and then we went to the mall with dave which was fun cept cayla didnt feel good and didnt have a good time so im sorry cayla dearest =( but jessica had a good time sooooo yeah lol but then the next morning at like 3 i woke up and sat in the bathroom for like an hour and a half feelin sick to my stomach and it was just nasty so i was all like okay i dont have to go to school and stuff so i just went back to bed and then cayla woke up at like 5:30 and was bein sick too so then we both stayed home..puked our brains out (eww)...and ate nothing allll day. but it wasnt that bad cause we were together and it's always nice to have a sick buddy =) and so after yesterday we knew we werent goin to school today so we got our rest..felt a little better...ate more than yesterday..and are back to feeling sick because we probably shouldnt have eaten half the things we did =/ but im just gunna have to suck it up because i refuse to miss another day and have like 3429523958 things to do for make-up work!!! but as much as it seems like my past couple of days havent been that bad (minus being super sick) at times i've been more upset and unsure about myself and just in SUCH a bad mood like more than i've been in a really really really long time and its about stuff i dont think everyone needs to be reading about so im just not gunna bother writing it and i'll just have to get over it....but i have to get to bed so i feel a little better in the morning...night