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i am sad. it must be late, i feel like crying. sometimes i feel like this entire last year has been such a waste of time and money, and i feel like i have let so many people down, including myself. i didn't graduate my first year of college, i don't have a job, i can't save money for shit, and now i even owe someone money, too. i fucked up the best thing i had going in my life, the only person who was keeping me on track. i don't know what the fuck i am doing half the time. i am just wasting my brain and money and time. i wonder when the day will come that i will stop being such an immature and selfish person and learn how to take care of myself and be responsible.