i exist because i dream
Born to run baby run like a stream down a mountainside
My spirit is constantly searching and questioning. it's just so damn restless. I am never satisfied with what I have. What exactly do I have? In truth it is nothing but it's also something. How am I feeling chained down when technically there is noone chaining me down. I am not officially yours and you are not officially mine. Then why do I feel the need to lie to others when they ask about you. "No" i always say. But inside I am screaming "Yes". But if I say no then I will be lying because you are not my property and I am not yours.
My love called me last night She said "if you don't change, I will"
It is time to grow. expand. advance. reach up && outward. It is time to reinvent because honestly who wants to stay the same. It's all too familiar && that is why we hold on. We must let go. SHOUT. rejoice in the beginning of something that can && will be so much more. The time is now! we must look into ourselves because we are the ones we've been waiting for. Some will get this && others won't
Our laughter is gone && I think about moving on
I hate to burst your bubble... wait that's a lie. in fact I love to burst your bubble otherwise I would not be writing this. But exactly who do you think you are. There are plenty out there && I refuse to stand for this injustice. You know something is wrong with the picture when he cares more than him. I think your lost in your own little world. But aren't we all? I sympathize for you to much && that is my weakness. I just don't know if I can do this anymore. It is taking a toll on my heart. Leaving me screaming and wanting to run away as fast as possible. Maybe its the restlessness talking. Maybe its the afterglow. Maybe this will never reach your eyes. Maybe I am causing us to die. Maybe just maybe I will know what I want . . .but I already know that answer ... its you && it will forever be you
Just know it was you all along that had a hold of my heart
But the demon in me was a best friend from the start