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Something just feels really off lately. I don't feel like me. I really want to listen to music, all the time, but I can't ever find anything. I don't want to listen to any of the music I own. I feel like I want to do something, but everything that comes to mind I really don't want to do. I feel like I want to hang out with all those old people I miss being around (Lexa, Marcus, Court, et al), but it seems like such a hassle that I don't want to be bothered. I hate South Hill. Actually, I know exactly what my problem is. I hate fake people, and I hate liars. I hate the reality that being a good person is a constant uphill battle I'm losing against all the shitty things in this world.
The only thing I really really want to do right now is read the Kerrang article on Paramore because they posted a livejournal complaining about all the false claims the article makes, like how Zac and Jeremy are gay together and how Josh grabs Hayley's boobs all the time and that Hayley is a controlling bitch. Except the article is from some british magazine that just came out today and it's not available online anywhere to read, so I can't see how ridiculous the article is.
Whatever.
The only thing I really really want to do right now is read the Kerrang article on Paramore because they posted a livejournal complaining about all the false claims the article makes, like how Zac and Jeremy are gay together and how Josh grabs Hayley's boobs all the time and that Hayley is a controlling bitch. Except the article is from some british magazine that just came out today and it's not available online anywhere to read, so I can't see how ridiculous the article is.
Whatever.