burnt for that extra crispy flavor
So, Andrea's visit. I'll talk about that even though it's not what is on my mind. But I need to get my mind very distracted so I will write.
What started as "oh Noah, I love you so much and I'm coming out to visit you" quickly changed. As five days with her became three, then two, I realized I was being blown off. When it finally came down to it I was only going to get to hang out with her for one day until ten p.m.. Then on the actual day she told me that she was taking off at 6...........to clean her moms bathroom. Nara said, very simply, a while ago "you have a problem with letting people take advantage of you." that is very, very true.
The day itself was fun. Kind of eerie because the stuff she really wanted to do was stuff I missed doing, and was intentionally not doing. We went to breakfast at ranchos in O.B., then onto bara's thift store, and then we took pictures of the beach, and went to cows LP's and looked up music. I should have kissed her when we hugged goodbye, but because of this month I'm pretty gun shy.
What started as "oh Noah, I love you so much and I'm coming out to visit you" quickly changed. As five days with her became three, then two, I realized I was being blown off. When it finally came down to it I was only going to get to hang out with her for one day until ten p.m.. Then on the actual day she told me that she was taking off at 6...........to clean her moms bathroom. Nara said, very simply, a while ago "you have a problem with letting people take advantage of you." that is very, very true.
The day itself was fun. Kind of eerie because the stuff she really wanted to do was stuff I missed doing, and was intentionally not doing. We went to breakfast at ranchos in O.B., then onto bara's thift store, and then we took pictures of the beach, and went to cows LP's and looked up music. I should have kissed her when we hugged goodbye, but because of this month I'm pretty gun shy.