some day i'll get it right, i swear i'll get it right... today's gonna be a beautiful day
since i'm convinced nobody cares about or pays attention to this journal anymore, i think this will be my last entry for a while. at least until i have some peeps somewhere interested in what happens to me. i dunno whether half of the relationships i've spent the past 4 years on are still worth pursuing, and that's kind of sad. most of the people i expected to keep in contact have done so, and i can live with that. i have a chance to start over here and hopefully exercise some better judgment of character when i meet new people, so that i can actually have a social network this time around. i'm not trying to offend, i just surrounded myself with too many indifferent people during my time at pitt. i for damn sure grew up and i finally cut a lot of the ties that had been severing themselves since sophomore year..
anyway, if anybody starts wondering whether i'm still alive, you have the number. i'll talk to some of you again, and i may end up keeping this up just for my sake, but we'll see. i'll be home from the 22nd to the 27th for sure, possibly til the 29th. most likely i'll see the people that want to see me, and i won't see the rest ever again. i'll be in pittsburgh for probably 2 of those days, but i dunno which ones yet.
i miss you guys down here, i doubt a lot of you reciprocate. take care of yourselves, good luck with whatever you're all doing these days, i hope the majority of you still think of me in a positive light, but if you don't i kind of don't care anyway. it's all fate from here on out kids, be safe, im out.
peace.
anyway, if anybody starts wondering whether i'm still alive, you have the number. i'll talk to some of you again, and i may end up keeping this up just for my sake, but we'll see. i'll be home from the 22nd to the 27th for sure, possibly til the 29th. most likely i'll see the people that want to see me, and i won't see the rest ever again. i'll be in pittsburgh for probably 2 of those days, but i dunno which ones yet.
i miss you guys down here, i doubt a lot of you reciprocate. take care of yourselves, good luck with whatever you're all doing these days, i hope the majority of you still think of me in a positive light, but if you don't i kind of don't care anyway. it's all fate from here on out kids, be safe, im out.
peace.