but everything you try to say just slowly turned to dust... such will be the way of things, you go b
not that you'll care, but as promised here's the track list for my first sounds of the month disc.
1) My Morning Jacket - The Bear
2) Wolf Parade - Same Ghost Every Night
3) Mellowdrone - Fashionably Uninvited
4) Dredg - Matroshka (The Ornament)
5) Pilate - Out On My Feet
6) John Lee Hooker - Chill Out (Things Gonna Change)
7) Slightly Stoopid - Older
8) Black Rebel Motorcycle Club - Promise
9) Track Star - Feet First
10) UNKLE - In A State
11) Dream Theater - I Walk Beside You
12) The Appleseed Cast - A Dream For Us
there you have it.. i was going to post links to lyrics but let's be serious im lazy as hell. if you don't know these guys i suggest you rectify that ASAP. or come to me with a blank disc and i'll give you some shits. i tried to steer clear of the bands im really digging but i couldn't not put mellowdrone on there, its just too good. its pretty much just a compilation of stuff i caught myself tapping or singing along to while i was here studying or looking at pictures of your mom or whatever i was doing. i gave it its inaugural listen today on my way to and from the g-rents house and i dig it. but yo holy shit, that robin i was rapping about last week is STILL COMING TO THE HOUSE. that freaks me out more than a tiny bit.
anyhow i digress. putting them all together kind of makes it sound like im having relationship problems. let it be known that i am not, and its just an odd coincidence and i love my girlfriend very much. sometimes against her will... HAHA i crack myself up sometimes, seriously. but no, we've been talking about how im kinda losing my mind lately and stuff. i wish i could explain myself better. or at all. although in that same regard most of the people i want to get the gist of where im coming from and what im thinking do. the end of college for a lot of my friends is equating to the end of our relationship and i want them all to know i think thats a friggin' shame. we've beaten this reciprocity thing to death, just so you know its inherent in this rant.
like i was talking about last week to a few of you (anne we need to finish that conversation) i need some DRASTIC (read: DRASTIC) change in my life. i keep tying myself down with obligations and responsibilities and probably most importantly my huge emotional commitments. i dug myself into a no negative context attached rut these past few years and i made it almost impossible for me to do things for myself. ive been making minor adjustments to various aspects of my life but it isn't enough. i'll keep the relevant few of you posted.
this could go on for a long time if i don't stop myself and i have to fine-tune this presentation yet. dear evolution class: prepare to be amazed! not really, but considering the circumstances i think i did a pretty badass job. tomorrow will consist of that presentation + pizza (its our last class), as much tv/nintendo/other cancerous rays as i can jam into my eyeballs before chem at 6, then im getting a head start on finals studying, honest. call it a new leaf if you're an optimist or a huge lie if you aren't. either way im peacing the fuck out.
-remind me why we're friends
1) My Morning Jacket - The Bear
2) Wolf Parade - Same Ghost Every Night
3) Mellowdrone - Fashionably Uninvited
4) Dredg - Matroshka (The Ornament)
5) Pilate - Out On My Feet
6) John Lee Hooker - Chill Out (Things Gonna Change)
7) Slightly Stoopid - Older
8) Black Rebel Motorcycle Club - Promise
9) Track Star - Feet First
10) UNKLE - In A State
11) Dream Theater - I Walk Beside You
12) The Appleseed Cast - A Dream For Us
there you have it.. i was going to post links to lyrics but let's be serious im lazy as hell. if you don't know these guys i suggest you rectify that ASAP. or come to me with a blank disc and i'll give you some shits. i tried to steer clear of the bands im really digging but i couldn't not put mellowdrone on there, its just too good. its pretty much just a compilation of stuff i caught myself tapping or singing along to while i was here studying or looking at pictures of your mom or whatever i was doing. i gave it its inaugural listen today on my way to and from the g-rents house and i dig it. but yo holy shit, that robin i was rapping about last week is STILL COMING TO THE HOUSE. that freaks me out more than a tiny bit.
anyhow i digress. putting them all together kind of makes it sound like im having relationship problems. let it be known that i am not, and its just an odd coincidence and i love my girlfriend very much. sometimes against her will... HAHA i crack myself up sometimes, seriously. but no, we've been talking about how im kinda losing my mind lately and stuff. i wish i could explain myself better. or at all. although in that same regard most of the people i want to get the gist of where im coming from and what im thinking do. the end of college for a lot of my friends is equating to the end of our relationship and i want them all to know i think thats a friggin' shame. we've beaten this reciprocity thing to death, just so you know its inherent in this rant.
like i was talking about last week to a few of you (anne we need to finish that conversation) i need some DRASTIC (read: DRASTIC) change in my life. i keep tying myself down with obligations and responsibilities and probably most importantly my huge emotional commitments. i dug myself into a no negative context attached rut these past few years and i made it almost impossible for me to do things for myself. ive been making minor adjustments to various aspects of my life but it isn't enough. i'll keep the relevant few of you posted.
this could go on for a long time if i don't stop myself and i have to fine-tune this presentation yet. dear evolution class: prepare to be amazed! not really, but considering the circumstances i think i did a pretty badass job. tomorrow will consist of that presentation + pizza (its our last class), as much tv/nintendo/other cancerous rays as i can jam into my eyeballs before chem at 6, then im getting a head start on finals studying, honest. call it a new leaf if you're an optimist or a huge lie if you aren't. either way im peacing the fuck out.
-remind me why we're friends