smell of wine....AND CHEAP PERFUME
is it possible to hate someone so much that it hurts? guess so cause thats how bad i hate alesha. no offence but dont go around calling me afucking whore when shes teh one knocked up. thats fucked up. if she wants me to ruin her life/reputation/relationship/frienship, then i will. im not scared to start this with her. after all the nikki drama, nothing can phase me now. she honestly thinks sterling likes her....HAHAHA, thats funny. ive talked to him so much lately and he has made it obvious he has no feelings for her. he just wants to be her friend. which i dont know why.
me and chels watched pearl harbor today. after i got done helping my mom clean alittle. me and her are goin out to dinner tonight...and for once, just me and her.
i think im gonna go stay with my grandma in alittle bit. i miss her so much. we have plans to go see pride&prejudace(wow i cant spell) but i loved the book, so im sure ill love the movie. tomorrow im going to see harry potter 4. should be fun....after the disterbing saw 2 i need some good movies.
on to the billy factor. we talked last night, and i read him my last entry. he didnt really understand where all my feelings were coming from. he thought everything was great between us. and i must say...after talking to him, i feel alot better about us. what was i thinking. i seem to do this all the time however. and i think...no i know, im going to stop. i love him more and more everyday andi cant help but fal more in love with him each time i see him. forget the drama...im ready for him to hold me in his arms and tell me everythings ok again. i wish he werent sick. that would help out alot.
i do love william edward smith the third with all my heart<3
me and chels watched pearl harbor today. after i got done helping my mom clean alittle. me and her are goin out to dinner tonight...and for once, just me and her.
i think im gonna go stay with my grandma in alittle bit. i miss her so much. we have plans to go see pride&prejudace(wow i cant spell) but i loved the book, so im sure ill love the movie. tomorrow im going to see harry potter 4. should be fun....after the disterbing saw 2 i need some good movies.
on to the billy factor. we talked last night, and i read him my last entry. he didnt really understand where all my feelings were coming from. he thought everything was great between us. and i must say...after talking to him, i feel alot better about us. what was i thinking. i seem to do this all the time however. and i think...no i know, im going to stop. i love him more and more everyday andi cant help but fal more in love with him each time i see him. forget the drama...im ready for him to hold me in his arms and tell me everythings ok again. i wish he werent sick. that would help out alot.
i do love william edward smith the third with all my heart<3